two-oh.

blessed twentieth hatchday, christine! :)

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okay, this pic is like 3 years ago. haha. i just thought its really cute. :) memories, girl, memories. hehe. you're twenty my dear girl! hope you had a blast on your special day. hehe.

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i know we've got many of our ups and downs, our quarrels and dissatisfactions but, i still love you :) thanks for being a blessing to me, being there for me when i needed someone, who comforted me and well, yea, at times being the most straight forward one too. hehe. anyway, enjoy your twentieth before the extra number ONE comes in. ;) hehe.

*big hugs*

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p/s: dont get mad at me abt the pic okay! hehe. its your birthday! ;) im taking advantage. haha.

getaway.

im in need of a major getaway from everything. a holiday.

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im talking in terms of going to the beach, lying down on the sand, basking in the sun (and i'll get browner/blacker), splashing water, diving, casual strolls along the beach, star-gazing at night, seeing sunsets, beach volleyball, etc :) see, everything isn't about shopping. *grin*

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i really want to go to the beach.

surprises.

went for a movie with chris, david and ian. guess what movie we watched? we watched "Horton hears a who by Dr. Seuss". omg, honestly i think i wasted my RM11 just like that. all i can say about it is, a waste of money. ><

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got my overall standings for human comm and a HD (High Distinction) is farrrrr from my reach. so is a D (Distinction) :( im dissappointed with myself. but yea, i know i could have done better somehow. somehow. boo.

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randomly, i like carrying out surprises ;) or is it organizing, or initiating. ah whatever. i like surprises :)

impromptu.

i had my human comm impromptu speech presentation today and i think it went well :) hehe. okay, i'd like to think so. haha. received various positive feedbacks so it should be alright. well, i dont think i actually made sense with what i spoke about but oh well! haha. its over, yo!

i've got one more week in coll and this sem ends! yay! though i've got another sem here but well, time passes fast so yea, i just really cant wait to be over and done with foundation. haha. :)

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oh, i got my very first saman today =/ for double parking. haha. to thread my eyebrows, i paid RM5 and for the penalty of double parking, its costing me RM100. really awesome, huh? haha. RM100 for RM5. haha! goodness me. somehow, i just couldnt stop laughing at myself o.O

and guess what? i've got a choc all the way from New York! :D hehe. thanks rachel! hehe. :) i appreciate it lots!

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till then, bye all! :)

why?

over and over again. and all i can ask is just why? why why WHY??!!! gosh, WHY!

and i thought all this was finally over. trust. can i say that i've trusted too easily again? i dont know. it keeps happening. how can i trust you when things like this keep happening? i thought you'd keep to your word and i trusted. now... i dont even know. how long does this have to go on? how long will you take to just leave 'it'. no, im not making a mountain out of an ant hill but seriously, the little things. its the little things. damn boy, really. what did i ever do to get such a treatment or wtvr its called.

again i'd say, im just gonna pray that things get better for us as time goes. sigh. it cant go on forever. really. i know i wouldnt be able to take it then. sigh. i need sleep. im gonna sleep it off. i need sleep. lots of sleep. heaps of it. sleep surely cant make things better but it'll take my mind off it for a little while. and that would be really good for me.

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it sucks. im upset. dissappointed. sad. it hurts. so badly.

amazing love.

Amazing love, how can it be

That You, my King, would die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do,
I honor You.

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i love You, Jesus :)
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on a lighter note, i went for HELP's CF Good Friday service and it was good :) it was entitled, First Love. they handed out cupcakes at the end of the service and it was yummay! haha. yes sara, i know you baked em'!

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at night, went for service and guess who came? Mr. Liew Yih Khai, yo! its been ages my dear tangy :) it was good seeing you! hehe. so yea, we took pics and here they are;
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this is one of the many. ;p

all of us at dh.

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i've got an early morning tomorrow and quite a long day too, so goodnight world! :)

another.

blessed twenty SECOND birthday, ken :)

you're already 22! haha. super fast. and i was just thinking back at your 21st! :) hehe. anyhow, hope you're pulling up well in sydney. hehe. im sure you'll be fine. yea? and yea, i miss you lots. i know we couldnt meet up when you were back here but we'll be able to.. when you come back! :) thats for sure. hehe. have a great birthday okay? have a blast and be good. yes yes, be very good. hehe. thanks for everything and for being a blessing.

*hugs*

turning point.

a decision, a turning point that would change your life.

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date: 22nd March 08'

day: saturday

time: 2p.m. - 4p.m.

venue: Calvary Church, Damansara Heights

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ALL ARE INVITED :)

contact me if anything ;)

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so i went for Speak Up 08'- the human comm night thingy. haha. it was alright. there were bands, dances, games and such. food was okay. heh. oh oh, jovy's band performed. and this makes it my first time seeing him perform! *claps hands* hehe. :) didnt quite like the dance performances. it was o-kay. heh. nevertheless, some were nice :) over all, a job well done to the committee! boy, my lecturer is really sporting! haha.

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jovy's band- 4 sticks and a chick.with reugene and chris. yea, chris wanted to be tall. :pa candid by michelle. ahaks!

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randomly, i've been listening to Chris Brown's latest song- 'with you'. and im loving it muchs. :D

despise.

i despise math. haha. like big time okay! its never been my liking since like foreverr! really.

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so yea, i had my math quiz today and i totally screwed it up. haha. i so shouldn't be laughing but its that bad that i just have to laugh at myself.. and at the paper. my paper was filled with long lines across and various empty spaces here and there. haha. and occasionally, some random workings here and there.
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i just wanna pass math and have nothing to do with math for the rest of my lifeeeeee (hopefully)! i'd rather be stuck with stats than math.

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human comm night's tonight and im going :) wonder what its all about. hmm, sounds fun and all but we'll see :) hehe. its so funny going to college at night though. ahaks!

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and oh, i think i should have already learnt my lesson of procrastinating too much and so, i'll start studying for my finals. fine, i'll TRY to start =/ too stressful. sigh. haha.

funny.

its too funny, and i dont think i feel it that much anymore.

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things are changing and, college isn't all that bad after all :)

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stop and stare... *sings*

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blessings.

wei xiong;

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he said he was inspired so he did this for me :)

a whacko. haha. he's my bff. im serious. best friends forever, yo! haha. he's the vet. im so inspired by him, all the disecting and stuff. its amazing. he's purely pyschotic and yet, has his serious moments. he makes good chicken in a bag. last time, he was always the last in his Taylor's college bus to go home. his house is a 2 in 1. haha. :) i sat in his manual car, it was his first time taking the car out, we went for bball and his engine died. haha. well, he's an awesome friend, really! im blessed.
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lydia;

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another whacko. she gives me weird looks when i do silly things, but she joins along and vice versa. she answers my 3a.m. calls with, "hellloooo... hhaha, what happened la?". haha. she's funny. we crave for cupcakes almost anytime, loving hot wax, laughs abt buddy and popple (is it correct?) hehe. buy pints and pints of Baskins, take pics with hanging oranges, and we're definitely big fans of paint. haha. im dead serious. :D
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yih khai;

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he's the missing one, always in cyberjaya. boo you. hehe. he's muh tangy! we go way back! okay, all of them do but yea :) he's another one who's pretty crazy too. he's really tall! very thoughtful, sweet, caring, funny, gosh, he's just yih khai la. hehe. a superb friend. we use to talk and mms each other like, super often when we were both digi users. haha. but now, hmm. haha. oh well. and he's back hereeee! yay!
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jan;

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he drives the satria neo. often serious, caring, really funny, and very sweet. he taught me how to play the guitar (like 4 chords), but somehow i failed to remember after a year. haha. ok la, i can still remember, just that i cant really play any song. i can try :D hehe. he's one of the rare guys i've met in my life that opens the car door for you. :) a gentlemen indeed. haha. *hint*guys out there*hint* ahaks! he plays badminton really well. he cant live without internet, even if it was for a day. hmm. hehe :D
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shaira;

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she's tiny, often hyperventilates. haha. she's so cute that you'd wanna pack her in your bag and bring her home. ok, maybe not but yea. haha. :) she's so into piano. haha. she used to bite her finger nails but not anymore :) i am so proud of her! haha. :D i sat next to her in class for 2 years. it was amazing. ahaha. everyone just loves her. oh, we hold lots of memories like mcd's *grins* haha. "i'm lovin' it!" hehe.

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atul;

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she gave me daim chocolates at her house. haha. her house is big, i got lost once. maybe twice. ;p she's another crazy one. ahah. we sit next to each other in tuition especially for chemistry. haha. we go to Mr. Razazu's tuition. rocks. :) we studied together for SPM, very often. haha. i just met her the other day. her boyfriend's hogging her. rawwr. zamir, its time to share. haha. ok, he's so not gonna read it but too bad la! she studies in MMU, Melaka. boo. and i rarely see her. heh.
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joshua;
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he's funny. haha. he gets so excited over almost anything. his life is about gadgets. every conversation, would surely have something to do with gadgets. haha. k la, its not that bad but, almost there! :) haha. he just endured an earthquake. oh please be alive! heh. he's very caring and thoughtful. how sweet to call all the way from US just to wish the ppl here a happy birthday :) he's got big dreams and we can somehow foresee that he's gonna be really successful in the near future. haha. :D
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azalea;

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she's in US. she goes all out for shopping and drags me along too. but now she cant though she still shops like a maniac. haha. k la, not a maniac. but yea :) she misses me, and i miss her tooo! we learned driving at Metro together and passed the exam together as well! she's coming back soon and i can barely wait. she likes porridge steamboat. yummy. we thought we'd fight when we were seeing each other almost everyday, but we didnt at all. haha, amazing.

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tabitha;

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she's my funny friend. we do crazy and silly things together and just laugh about it. she loves me and so do i ;) we like staying with each other just like how we did during our AIM missions trip. haha. we love tomyam :D our eating experiences go way back. haha. she plays the bass, the guitar, but i cant. she's like a rocker-chick. hehe. too bad, she's mine so hahaha. ;p
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jovy;

.he's a male, but he's my girlfriend. haha. makes sense? he's full of nonsense and crap. haha. he's so capable of annoying you and driving you up the wall, just in A minute. im serious. but somehow you just cant get rid of him. no la, he's not all that bad. he's a nice friend :) plays the drums and loves football. he's caring and very honest. but he doesnt like to be that way, so he does it in a very subtle way. rarely gives compliments cos its so not him. he's my breakfast friend :)

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sara;

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she's an amazing girl. she loves to dance. she went for colbie caillat's performance last week. boo. she drives a kelisa and loves shoes to the very end. she's my college buddy. ;) but i rarely see her nowadays. boo. ooh, she loves cupcakes as well. hehe. she's very sweet, and caring too. high maintenance, so they say. haha. am i right, girl? :D hehe. her mom bought her a ring and she's wearing it. haha.
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steph;

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another of my college girlfriends. gosh i love her :) she's so funny and bubbly. she's quite crazy but is lovable. really. hehe. her boyfriend's name is kingsley. and i find the name so cool. haha. his nickname's citrus, and i really thought citrus was his name. heh. call me blur. :p she loves shopping and she shops with me! haha. she likes pinching me. we never liked art class last sem. haha. :D we go crazy together. she's sweet. :)
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i can so go on and on about everyone but i'll just stop here.

i need to study =/ haha.

listening, no?

have you ever felt as though God isn't listening? like how much you cry out to Him, it feels as though everything bounces back at you in the face? nothing changes, nothing happens and in the end, you just forget about it.

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i have, many times.

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just today, He showed me again that He listens to my everything- my cry, my prayers, my desires, my wants, simply everything. He is awesome. and i cant help but feel so thankful over and over again.

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there's nothing much to this post,

but a reminder, promise and an assurance that

God listens;

to your everything, and my everything. :)

somewhat similar.

went for lunch with shaira today :) it was a good one indeed. we caught up on everything that happened in the past one year. too many ups and downs for the both of us that happened in between that we didnt even have time to catch up before this, until today :)

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well, it was funny when we looked back 2 years ago- in high school. we were way different and superbly carefree. everything was just so right and nothing could possibly go wrong except the fear of taking SPM and that sorta thing. now, its just different. what we've gone through is somewhat similar but very different at the same time.
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through the distance, hard and trying times, our friendship remains. :) tough as rock, girl ;p i guess that after everything, its what you have now that matters. shaira, i loveee you muchs! im always here for you, girl! hehe. just a call away ;) you're a strong girl so keep strong, i'll be here to lift you up :D hehe.

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*big squishy hug*

las carretas.

on monday;

i went to bgsar along with jovy and steph. :) it was somewhat like a reunion. haha. we had our usual pork noodles at lucky garden. yummy. hehe. steph and i decided to hit the boutiques to do some minor shopping. well, it didnt end up a minor one at all. haha. we did some major shopping. haha. :)

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today;
had a late lunch with alexa and sara. went to las carretas for some mexican food. its expensive and haha, its not bad. its quite nice :) too many onions and capsicums which made me not enjoy it thaaat much. it'll be better without em'. haha. decided to go to wondermilk- cuppacakes to treat ourselves to some sweet cupcakes. just realized that the amount of coloring from the icing that im feeding my body is alot. unhealthy yo. haha. but once in a while is fine :D

OH i met atul! :D it was really shocking and very very surprising. haha. i thought she'd only be back like next week. mana tau she's already back. bleh. haha. was soooo happy to see my girl :) i was prolly too excited to see her. haha.

and shaira's back! omg! im like extra excited now. hehe. :D my girlfriends are baccckkk! another reunion to come. hehe. this time, its my school babes :D

colbie caillat is gonna be at laundry tonight. i so wanna go. but oh well. i'll just listen to her songs :)

back seat.

i sat in the back seat the whole way home, doing nothing but think. thinking kills me at most times but i dont know about this time. maybe it did, a little. but i was reflecting on the now, and how i was- relationships, life, coll, activities. for the now, i just know i need to trust. its hard to deal with when throughout the years, trust came too easy that i fell. now its just different.

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you're different too. this year is different as well. i just know it. so far, you've proven me wrong about my silly thoughts, keep proving me wrong and in time to come, that trust will surely be more prominent in us. we're getting much better than before and im really happy, like beyond words. im just praying everyday that it'll last. i thank God for you. and i know you know it :)

going home the old way like i used to go back when i was a kid brought back memories. memories of which i really miss. i dont know whether it'll ever turn back. i miss the car, the home, the nags, the quarrels, surprisingly the hugs which i always ran away from and teases which totally annoyed me, and how i went to and fro from school. not forgetting, how much you pissed me off on random days, rawrr. im so happy i met you on tuesday. so so so happy. though i didnt really express it. i really do miss you.

twenty.

a happy happy twentieth hatchday, jac! :)happy birthday! hehe. hope you'd have a great birthday and im sure you're gonna enjoy it. hehe. its definitely a pleasure getting to know you thru ian ;) hehe. and randomly, you're really sweet :D hehe. but yea, ian was all excited and stuff telling me about your birthday and so im sure he's got something really fun planned out ;p hehe. im excited for you too! haha. both of you are.. so cute! haha. :) hope to see you around more often- whether in coll or not. hehe. take care and have a blast girl ;)

*hugs*

the cook.

blessed twentieth, josh! :) you're twenty already! haha. time surely does pass by fast huh. eheh. the last time i glanced back we were like only eleven? or twelve? haha. :) it shows how long we've known each other! well, its been an amazing blessing getting to know you. how much you took care of us, girls during our gang outings. your cooking skills are crazy! :) i've had so much fun and i truly treasure our friendship, yap! hheeh. also, may you continue to grow closer to God as you grow older and wiser too ;) have a blast!

*hugs*

sick.

falling sick isn't all that awesome after all. with the mc's, staying home, sleeping and stuff, its not fun. how much you'd just wanna get out and do things outside your home is simply too far to reach. feeling sick and really sick of everything.

lately and just right now, im really missing;

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azalea & lydia

and randomly,so true isn't it? hmm.

new york.

rachel ong

is leaving to

NEW YORK! tonight..

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yea, you got that right. new york. so fun, huh? :) hehe anyways, im gonna miss you girl! like all your hyperness, whacky-ness and such. you're just one fun girl to be with :) hehe. its been great getting to know you in coll and getting to know you better last sem. its been awesome :)

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be good in NY and yes, please dont get kids under the bridge. haha. and marry your BOB! (no, not the kitten) ;) hehe. have fun and please take GOOD careee, expecially under the bridge. haha. :p hopefully you'd find a proper place to stay though. haha :)

.have a safe flight, babe. and dont emo too much okay! when i get rich and famous, i'll come and visit you with alexa and sara!! :D

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byeeeee, and farewellllll!! *tears* =/

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*big big hugs* :)

alot.

what you did means alot to me. like alooot. you've no idea how happy and thankful i am cos of it. heh. :)
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so i went to check out the GUESS sales at pyramid but i found nothing. boo. alexa, your purse was on sale! the black one was available too! heh. walked around, got myself 2 comfy tops for college purposes. haha. rocks.

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i went for rachel's farewell dinner along with alina, alexa and sara last night. :) we were supposed to go for some segambut porridge steamboat but ended up having normal steamboat. why? cos the porridge steamboat restaurant in segambut never existed. haha. it was alexa's assumptions or was it rachel's? haha. anyway, we went to menjalara for steamboat. the chicken wings rocked big time!

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quaill eggs.
alina, our cook! :)

our table.she was like this *points up* the wholee time.
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it rained half way just as how alina and i expected it to. it rained whilst we were still eating. it was quite fun. haha. we capped our steamboat, ran under the shade while the waiters/workers carried our table to the other side of the road. we ate raw noodles. haha. k la, not raw but uncooked. erm yea, wtvr. haha. we ate the left-overs in the dark. haha. omg, the story is so long so i'll just end with; we were all super bloated when we went back home :)

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so it rained.rachel and her uncooked noodles. ahah.

how they ate, standing.

my tomyam soup. haha, nvm the weird face. =/alina feeding alexa. haha. :)

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okay, thats all from my weekend :) byeee.