catching up.

finally met up with sara for our "little date" after countless times of planning. went to pyramid in the morning and walked around till the afternoon. had cendol and rojak after at ss15 :) rocks. ahaks!

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its really good catching up after quite a while. just the both of us ;) miss those times where we'd meet up and go out every tuesday after my art class. oh well :) those old adp days. ahaks! and im assured to know that i've got such a great girlfriend. :)

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and lydia, i lourve you :) hehe. we have to meet up one day sooon, this week okay! :) just take good care la yea?

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i just got to know that my mid terms start on the 15th of feb. gosh, this sucks. =/ and the exam days are like fridays and saturdays which drag on for 3 weeks. so what happens when one subject is on each friday or saturday? one paper every weeeeeek! *jumps up and down* sigh! i so hope that wouldn't happen to me. sigh-yai-yigh.

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my weird moment.

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anyhow, byeee!

bass bag.

i just got my cheongsam for CNY :) its so pretty! haha. yea, its the one that i've been looking for, or rather keeping my eyes on ;) haha. rocks!

i am so dreading to go college tmrw. early mornings, enduring the unnecessary jams, and prolly coming closer to quizzes and more assignments. bo-ringg! like seriously. shrugs. life as a coll student. brrh. haha.

february is like this week already. time is surely passing by real quick. im kinda looking forward to it and at the same time, wishing that time would just slow down. heh..

anyhow, on a random note, i found a new toy! ahaha. more like just a source of entertainment- barry's bass bag! :D haha. okay, i can so feel the stares and weird faces now. haha. but it really is fun, i tell you. hehe. for those who didnt see me with the bass bag, here it is;

told you its fun =p.

im prolly embarrasing myself but too bad la. i think its fun okay! i bet some of you think so too! ;) haha, im off to sleep now. nights ppl! :)

azy.

blessed 19th hatchday, azalea!you're not here to celebrate it with me or rather, us. haha. but yea, that pic is of your prev bday! :) if you forgot. haha. anyhow, i miss you heaps! at least your family's there with you to celebrate your bday else, it'll be so sad. ahaks! but yea, have a great bday. after all, its your special day :) be a good girl (how bad can you be studying there anyway) haha! :p if possible, we'd celebrate your bday when you come back. hahah! gosh i miss you. God bless you and keep you. may He continue to use you for greater works over there. be a blessing and take good care girl. lourve you tons!

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*huge hugs* :)

monkaay.

what did i do today? oh yes yes. i had a class in the morning and headed for a meeting at dp after that. i tell you, the sun was so freakinng hot. *burns* like seriously. oh well. dropped by a friend's hse before going home.

or rather, to fetch my bro. he seriously pissed me off by asking me to wait for 30 mins before fetching him. and at that time, subang was awfully all jammed up okay. gosh. so like, by the time i'd get back home, it'll be time to come out to fetch him. ish. to cut the whole long story short, i went back without fetching him.
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the sunset on the way back.
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went to pyramid later at night with my mom and met up with my bro. walked around, had dinner and did some cny clothes browsing. haha. i spotted this pretty cheongsam! *drools* haha. but yea, decided to keep that on hold and look at other places first.

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and the best part was, i met jo chee a.k.a monkaay! hhaha. :D she rocks la i tell you. after walking around trying to figure out what she wanted to eat, we decided to go to ac. haha. well yea, i met shin gern and this guy from adp. i cant remember his name :p haha, yeah. anyhow, i had lots of fun catching up with jo chee. gosh, she really cracks me up. haha!
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yea, thats all! :)

doughnuts.

my day started off pretty rough but it got better as hours passed. last night wasnt great at all, but things were sorted out and i'm okay now. just hoping it wont happen again. heh. at least all's good now :)

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had breakfast with jovy. haha. he always makes me wait okay! ish. haha and still owes me pocky! pocky from shanghai. ahaks :) *cough* on the way to class, met daryll. he's such a crack in the head. haha. had the most brilliant idea to sit next to wall so that i can hear him knocking from the other class. haha. funny-ness. i had 'lunch' with sara, alexa and ben chong. or was it choong. haha. oopsie. but yea, haha. i still feel soooooo loved even when im at foundation. these ppl make me happy and loved by coming over to have meals and to see me! :D you guys rock la, seriously.

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doughnuts. i had the most hillarious doughnut experience today, like everrr. the doughnuts. ahaks. you ppl must be thinking im crazy but ahah, im sane. no worries! :) oh and the most hillarious mall experience too! haha. im too shy or rather embarrassed to blog abt it but yea. haha. *grins*

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anyhow, thats all so byeee! :)

ahead.

yea, am praying real hard that the year ahead of me will be a good one. at least it'll turn out better.

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there's too many things to think about. too many to worry about. too many that i cant sit down and do nothing but ponder. uh huh, i tend to think too much. heh.

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honestly, im so afraid of losing everything. however for now, the everything includes like 2 main aspects which breaks down into other sub aspects. hmm. yea, you got it. so i mainly worry about 2 aspects. the sub ones, i'd rather not worry too much as yet.

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anyhow yea, whatever will be, will be huh? im still finding it real tough and all but im gonna have faith, persevere and look on the brighter side of things :) and not let the other side let me down. and yes, im seriously seriously seriously hoping for the best to come out from these 2 aspects.

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"im really wanting 08' to be a good year."

bob.

my aunt's new kitten. hehe. my cousin, jay, and i decided to get/find/pick her this cute lil kitten to replace pinky (her prev cat that died) o.O anyhow, bob's adorable! haha. well, jay and i named him bob. but it prolly isnt finalized yet so hahha. oh well :p its bob for now. :D

secret.

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so, lydia and i worked on a secret picture yesterday. i think it really came out well :D haha. *applause* good job good job.. to us! :)
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how is it that one lives a secret life? unknown whereabouts, unknown people, unknown actions, unknown reasons. im confused. do this, do that, dont do this dont do that. sigh.

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i met up with jon, sara and alexa for lunch today. boy was it good :) told you my adp friends rock ;) joined them for their class- intro to research methods. haha. i really miss adp. THAT much! oh well. :) some say i've got issues cos im so attached to adp. :p
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someone told me something today and im completely helpless. im sorry i had to do so. though i dont think you'd read this but yeah. i just cant do that. heh. now is good :)

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on a lighter note, im coping with the classes and people in foundation. seems alright so far :) hehe. okay then, thats all for now. byeee! :)

reflecting.

reflections-

a year ago and today.

its amazing how things have changed so much.

its not the same anymore.

it keeps haunting me.

its prolly just me;

maybe im thinking too much.

but hey, im feeling it muchs.

sometimes i can,

sometimes, i just cant deal with it anymore.

ice cream.

its my 2nd day in foundation and it seems pretty alright. though i prefer adp to foundation like 110% more. heh. i met steph and jovy on my first day for lunch. :) and yea, my classes aren't so hectic cos i only have one lonnng day- wednesday. like from morn right up till 5pm. its crazayy!
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and i just realised that my first day was like their 3rd week already. im just hoping i dont miss too much. eheh. :D oh oh, annemarie's in my human comm class. yea, it is a good thing. i dont feel that lost anymore! hehe :D ppl there seem friendly. some are freaky but its okay :) hehe.
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so today, since class ended at like 11, i went over to lydia's house to lepak. the initial plan was to, have lunch+watch polar express+eat ice cream. then the 2nd plan was to, have lunch+wait for mohan to come with nail polish+buy ice cream+watch polar express+paint nails. the outcome was, have lunch+buy ready-made brownies and wall's ice cream+eat baskins+surf the net :) haha. :D we meddled around on ms paint. :p we rock, lydia, like seriously. haha. :D paint is so old school, but it rocks anyhow.
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lovers of choc chip cookie dough! plus, twinberry cheesecake & very berry strawberry!

concentrating on the scrumptious mouth-watering ice creammm! :D

her too! :)

real oranges on the fake tree, yo!

i'm thaaat tired! or lazy, or sleepy. haha.

fyi, i love ice cream! :) like seriously okay. rawrr!

something new.

the joy of enjoying my 1 month plus of holidays has finally ended. classes start tmrw. and yea, i dont start it in adp but in foundation. well, so far i know that adp is way better and way different compared to foundation. but yea, im sure i'll get through it. :)
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frequent visits to the adp land is a definite! so dont worry! :D

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yea, im gonna miss all you adp ppl so so terribly muchhh! in jovy's words- im breaking up with the adp ppl/world. haha. so dramatic huh? oh well :) look on the bright side la, im just a bus trip away. haha :p alar, but our hols and all wont be the same. boo :( we still gotta hang out and have lunch togetherrrr kayy? :) *wipes a tear*
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anyhow, i am hoping for the best and yuppers, i'll try my very best to study well! and not slack! its something new, or rather a new beginning in coll life again but yea, i'll try to study well :) and score sky high! haha.

only by God's grace, will that happen. :)

satisfaction.

i just came home and my day concluded well :) finally had my long awaited starbucks coffee- caramel macchiato. im satisfied. like finally. hahah. i was practically high on coffee.. caffein.. hmm :) *thinks abt coffee* haha, no im kidding. im absolutely normal. haha. just superbly satisfied *grins* like really. ;)
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its been a pretty long day today and im tired. settling college stuff, visiting aim, prayer meet and a little supper :) the children today at the prayer seminar thingy were amazing :) really. hehe. but yea, my day ended well and guess its all good now :) lalalala.
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and randomly,

i miss you! like alot. *pouts*

alright then, guess this is all :) nights ppl!

gobble.

rawrr!

it just ain't my day. sigh.

nothing's making me happy!

how pathetic.

*gobbles down a whole handful of fats*

times some random big number of fats/handful(s).

i dont know what else to say..
i know! i super hate annoying motorcyclists.

squeeze here, squeeze there.

i'll so bang you okay!

byeee!-

animated.

yesterday, a few of us (chris, darren, yk, wx and myself!) went to mv and just lepak-ed. we ate alot! from kfc to chocolate fondue to teppanyaki to cotton candy to gummy bears and yea. think thats about it :p hehe. after that, we bought a dvd and went to darren's place to watch. it was fun. watched game plan and the small girl, peyton, is sooooo cute and adorable! :)
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anyhow, we went to memory lane and found this card with all these small cartoon/animated ppl. heheh. and coincidentally we managed to find one each for the 13 of us! haha. and surprisingly there's so much resemblance! here they are;.

yih khai jee lian wei xiongchristinemyself darren clarynlydiaazaleajosh yapmohanjosh tengian

there we go! all of us. heehe. okay, byeee! :)

decisions.

so, i'll be transferring over to foundation from adp. yes ppl, i'm leaving adp. sigh. :( sara, jovy, steph, alexa, rachel, jon, all you adp ppl, im so gonna miss you guys TONS okayy! i promise i'll come over and meet you guys for nasi pataya, cucur bawang and such.

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dont ask me the reason why im transferring. well i might tell but yeah :) we'll see. i'll super miss adp though. foundation is just... not my type at all. hate this. but oh well :) will be starting classes end of this week.
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foundation- no arranging own schedule (sucks big time), new atmosphere, new friends, simply a whole new experience.
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anyhow, today i went to check up the college stuffs. after that i decided to meet up with lydia! fetched her and we went to the curve to eat. we were supposed to eat all the desserts but somehow friday's mac 'n' cheese grabbed our attention. haha. so we had the 3 course meal and then we went back to her hse. rocks!

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her house is so pretty i tell you. i felt so jakun but seriously, her house is niceeeeeee! im so going over again! haha :) we had so much fun, right lyd? hahaha. :D sshhhhh! dont put up the pics from your cam okayyy! hahaha. not allowed!

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when we first reached her hse.

getting in the mood.

so, we tried stuffing our heads through my bag's handle. haha. note that this only happens with lydia. haha.

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and this is all for today! byeee :)

clueless.

im clueless.

blow after blow.

i need Your strength to carry on.

i can't do this on my own.

this is way beyond my league.

its too hard.

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there's simply too many things happening and i can barely cope. im seriously serious about how clueless i am about everything. i just want things to go back to how it used to be, or even better. sigh. i guess i still believe that there's still a reason to why all these is happening and why im going through it at this point of time.

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"im believing..

i am..

im really trying to.."

she reminds herself.

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"Jesus, please work miracles. im really needing em' now."

no idea.

things have been going on pretty well lately. kinda better than i expected though i still have loads on my mind. things are still super blurrified but yea, i'll keep the faith :) by God's grace.

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amazingly i've not been going out much past few days since college is gonna start next monday. classes are early early! 8am almost everyday. shrugs. and sadly this sem, i've got classes ending at 5.30. oh the horror!
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i now admit that driving is tiring. =/ yea, it brings you anywhere and its superbly convenient and such but, its tiring o.O
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lately i've not been in the mood for shopping. hmm, i just feel like lepak-ing in starbucks or some sort. a cup of coffee would make me happy :) a caramel macchiato, a hot mocha or an iced java chip would do good. haha. on a random note, im hungry. like seriously. i can prolly even eat a cow! hahha. no hidden meanings, like seriously eat a cow! haha.

i have no idea what this post is all about but yea :) faham faham la. hehe. anyways thats all, so byeee! :)

blurrified.

In Christ alone, I place my trust

And find my glory in the power of the Lord

In every victory, let it be said of me

My source of strength, my source of hope

Is Christ alone

honestly, the future is so blurrified right now. life is never fair isn't it? when you think its over, it comes back again. it kinda haunts you. shrugs. so many things in life are totally uncertain. you never know what might just happen next. one may plan one's life a certain way and all but, the final call and outcome, depends wholly on Jesus.

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afterall, He's the author and the finisher of our faith. the only thing im capable of doing now is, to trust in Jesus. i am sure that He knows what is best for me right now. and i still believe there's a greater purpose to all these.

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"Jesus, its all Yours. im letting go and please dont let me go.

Jesus take the wheel. i am so broken and very weak at this, i need You. i really do."

God is too wise to be mistaken,

God is too good to be unkind,

When you dont understand,

When you cant see His hand,

Trust His heart.

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yesterday, a bunch of us decided to have dinner at the apartment at the curve. supposed to be about 10 of us but only 6 of us turned up. haha. the dinner was mainly to spend time together before josh and wx goes back to america and ozzie. :) not forgetting that while waiting for the others to come, josh and wx psycho-ed chris and myself with their camera and IT talk again. more of, all the guys la. ahaks!
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oh, a little update on how mean these 5 ppl were to me. they didnt want to share with me any dessert- the choc mousse, strawberry and peach pavlova, the choc brownie or pudding thingy. none of them wanted to share it with me.

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i bet azy would so share with me if she was here. sigh. this is so depressing. even lydia wouldn't be that bad okay. azy, i miss you! come back here and we can enjoy our desserts together. only the both of us and lydia understandssssss. *pouts*

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they're terrible ppl. rawrr! (i sound like a kid but it was so depressing okay!) imagine like, a table of 6 ppl and only 1 person is eating the desserts or rather, the only one who's actually eating/ordering something there. and also imagine you drooling over ALL the desserts available at the apartment and you cant get any cos nobody wants to share with you. POOH! :( azy and lydiaaaa!

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anyhow, we went to wx's hse for a bbq! :) we had our very own chicken in a bag that tasted good, spicy's maggi goreng, pork ribs, marshmallows, chocs and omg, we lo sang-ed! :D hahah, cny comes early for us this year ;) and i must say, desa parkcity is beautiful. hmm :) faraz is so lucky to be staying there. rawrr! ahaks!

anyhow yea, we all had much fun and its memorable :) the first time ever to lo sang together, huh? :) not to forget, the guys had their little marshmallow fight *coughcough* tsk tsk tsk. totally brought the kid out in them. haha. *shakes head*
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now, josh is on his way to america with sarah. all of us here will miss you lots! so take care. :) see you next christmas yea! and if you happen to really do meet up with azy, give her a hug for me. haha. have a safe trip back to atlanta, dude. :) byeee!

well, thats all for now. :) byeee ppl!