clueless.

im clueless.

blow after blow.

i need Your strength to carry on.

i can't do this on my own.

this is way beyond my league.

its too hard.

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there's simply too many things happening and i can barely cope. im seriously serious about how clueless i am about everything. i just want things to go back to how it used to be, or even better. sigh. i guess i still believe that there's still a reason to why all these is happening and why im going through it at this point of time.

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"im believing..

i am..

im really trying to.."

she reminds herself.

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"Jesus, please work miracles. im really needing em' now."