blurrified.

In Christ alone, I place my trust

And find my glory in the power of the Lord

In every victory, let it be said of me

My source of strength, my source of hope

Is Christ alone

honestly, the future is so blurrified right now. life is never fair isn't it? when you think its over, it comes back again. it kinda haunts you. shrugs. so many things in life are totally uncertain. you never know what might just happen next. one may plan one's life a certain way and all but, the final call and outcome, depends wholly on Jesus.

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afterall, He's the author and the finisher of our faith. the only thing im capable of doing now is, to trust in Jesus. i am sure that He knows what is best for me right now. and i still believe there's a greater purpose to all these.

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"Jesus, its all Yours. im letting go and please dont let me go.

Jesus take the wheel. i am so broken and very weak at this, i need You. i really do."

God is too wise to be mistaken,

God is too good to be unkind,

When you dont understand,

When you cant see His hand,

Trust His heart.

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yesterday, a bunch of us decided to have dinner at the apartment at the curve. supposed to be about 10 of us but only 6 of us turned up. haha. the dinner was mainly to spend time together before josh and wx goes back to america and ozzie. :) not forgetting that while waiting for the others to come, josh and wx psycho-ed chris and myself with their camera and IT talk again. more of, all the guys la. ahaks!
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oh, a little update on how mean these 5 ppl were to me. they didnt want to share with me any dessert- the choc mousse, strawberry and peach pavlova, the choc brownie or pudding thingy. none of them wanted to share it with me.

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i bet azy would so share with me if she was here. sigh. this is so depressing. even lydia wouldn't be that bad okay. azy, i miss you! come back here and we can enjoy our desserts together. only the both of us and lydia understandssssss. *pouts*

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they're terrible ppl. rawrr! (i sound like a kid but it was so depressing okay!) imagine like, a table of 6 ppl and only 1 person is eating the desserts or rather, the only one who's actually eating/ordering something there. and also imagine you drooling over ALL the desserts available at the apartment and you cant get any cos nobody wants to share with you. POOH! :( azy and lydiaaaa!

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anyhow, we went to wx's hse for a bbq! :) we had our very own chicken in a bag that tasted good, spicy's maggi goreng, pork ribs, marshmallows, chocs and omg, we lo sang-ed! :D hahah, cny comes early for us this year ;) and i must say, desa parkcity is beautiful. hmm :) faraz is so lucky to be staying there. rawrr! ahaks!

anyhow yea, we all had much fun and its memorable :) the first time ever to lo sang together, huh? :) not to forget, the guys had their little marshmallow fight *coughcough* tsk tsk tsk. totally brought the kid out in them. haha. *shakes head*
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now, josh is on his way to america with sarah. all of us here will miss you lots! so take care. :) see you next christmas yea! and if you happen to really do meet up with azy, give her a hug for me. haha. have a safe trip back to atlanta, dude. :) byeee!

well, thats all for now. :) byeee ppl!