Sunday, July 6, 2008

spinnin' around.

Uh-oh, I think I've eaten some already.
Ooops. *grin*


The little things in life that used to get me all hyped up and bubbly about, isn't working anymore. I've realized that as time passes, it gets harder for me to please me. I used to get excited real easily but that ain't happening no more.
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Deep inside, I keep trying to figure out why but nothing's comin' along. I keep spinning around in circles and at the end of it all, I find myself back in the same spot I started from. I tend to look at things from a different perspective; could this be what one calls - maturity?
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No doubt, it's the same me deep inside but what I really think is - The world's a different place and things are just different now.
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I think I've already started to build my wall from intruders. What would bother me so easily won't get through that easily anymore. Honestly if it's not something that's gonna benefit my life, I'd put away with it. I believe that if things are meant to be, it'll always be (in the end, at least). Else, it's best we let it be the way it is. Sometimes, there's only one chance in life. A second chance is hard to come by. Life's unfair, no matter how hard you try, the fact's never gonna change. It's funny though, to see how people are so quick to judge when it comes to waiting/anticipating a life-determinant decision. Funny world, funny individuals.
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After it all, I still owe God all the credits for blessing my with awesome loved ones who stood by me through thick and thin, especially the closer three :)
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These are some random thoughts I just had so, you could just skip this post (yea, it's a little too late now - it already is the end) if it causes a lift in one of your eyebrows.
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Haha, goodnight everyone!

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