"de's".

When people dissapoint me,

I choose to seek You, My Lord.

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When sadness feels my heart,

I choose to lean on You, My Lord.

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When everything around me seems to crumble and fall apart,

I choose to look to You, My Lord.

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When the burden's too heavy for me to bear,

I choose to turn to You, My Lord.

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When things do not go the way it should have been,

I choose to trust in You, My Lord

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All this because I know You love me and will never let me go.

For Your plans for me are far greater than the plans I have for myself.

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many things have been happening and coping with it isn't what i do best, so yeah. heh. this is the point where i prolly need solitude but spending time alone will only drive me mad so i wouldn't opt for that option. however, im just hoping that things will get better soon enough cos its too taxing for me to handle.

honestly, i feel as though im drowning amidst all these.

pastor steven spoke about the "de's" that one would or could identify in one's life or cy kinda thing. and i realised that my "de" was prolly desires. if i could choose two, it would be desires and disappointment. pondering upon how my 18 years of life has been, these two "de's" have greatly affected myself and how i've been in numerous ways. and up till today, i still am struggling with it. only God can help me and im needing His help badly. well yeah, enough said.

You are my strength when i am weak,

You are the treasure that i seek,

You are my all in all.

When i fall down, You pick me up,

When i am dry, You fill my cup,

You are my all in all.

p/s: i'll blog about the sleepover another time- prolly tmrw. :)