every petal has its story -

simply sporadic.

2009-02-22T17:58:00.005+08:00

I believe that the flower here has withered (some sort like it), hence opting for a new change in atmosphere. My story will of course, be continued, just not here. It's been real fun blogging and pouring my innermost thoughts here but it has come to an end. Don't be mistaken, 'cos this is a happy ending, really! :) And it'll be a delight to have all of you with me, through another phase of my personal journey;

http://sarahtay.wordpress.com/

It'll be ever so kind for all you lovelies to relink me :) Thanks a bunch and see you over at the new site!

Till then, much love!

all hyped.

2009-02-20T09:54:00.001+08:00

Blessed Birthday, Rachel!

I was just looking back at the birthday card

you made for me last two years. Mann, I miss you heaps!

You've been the ever hyper Raycheerache,

always making me giggle my lungs out when

I see you and especially now, when I read your blog.

Your faith in Him has really encouraged me

on the quiet end and I'm so thankful for you.

Continue bringing that joy & hype of yours

where ever you go because you never fail to

put smiles on people's faces :) It's just your thing!

Love you mucchhs babe! Heee.

Go be that greaaat film director!

p/s: I got mixed up with the dates :( Haha, blame it on the exams!

back in time.

2009-02-17T22:39:00.006+08:00

I was looking through some pictures and guess what I found? The bunch of friends who helped me search for my highschool prom dress ;) Couldn't help but to post about half of the folder, haha!

Such good times :) And I just realized, I had the collar thing going on at that time too *blush*

hush now.

2009-02-16T15:06:00.022+08:00

Hush now,

It's hard to notice time,

And death is raping your thoughts,

But one day soon will come a dawn and all will be as it should.

Hush now,

Take a bite,

It's alright to feel,

We were created to after all.

Hush now,

When friends have gone home,

The loneliness you feel so overwhelms,

Don't dwell, indulge.

Hush now,

Life may have left you but momentarily,

Get past now and you'll be fine.

-Ai Leen.

I've been finding it ever so tough to get over the whole drama of having my closest friends leave for foreign lands. Even as I speak another girlfriend is packing her way through to leave on Thursday. So many have left and I'm here, wondering if I'll ever leave. On the flipside, don't think I'd wanna leave even if I had the chance to. Doubt I'm able to go through the goodbye(s) especially when it comes to him.

It's indeed very difficult but yeah, lovelies across the seas, know that I'm missing all you souls! Can't wait for June/July to swift by & we'll be hanging out again, just like the ol' times :)

back at one.

2009-02-15T22:22:00.007+08:00

1. What are you currently reading?

Thanks for the Memories by Cecelia Ahern. Haha, I've not moved an inch from the 12th chapter.

2. What are your favourite books?

Elegance by Kathleen Tessaro. Too much sex details but other than that, it's pretty good. Hah.

3. What are your favourite movies?

Lord of The Rings, the trilogy; Centre Stage; Save The Last Dance. I actually have a few more but this would suffice.

4. What is your favourite snack?

Cupcakes with icinng, yummay!

5. What is your type of tea?

Iced, hot and lemon!

6. Where do you mostly find your photo-loves?

Almost anywhere on the web actually since I'll randomly collect any pretty ones that catch my attention so yeah. But I'll try to get my own - through snap shots from my camera phone :)

7. What is more intense to you - pictures or words?

Pictures all the way! After all as the saying goes, "Pictures paint a thousand words". And I really think it's so true. Sometimes words just can't describe a certain event/happening/person etc but when you glance back at the snap shots, you're brought back to how you felt at that particular moment in time. :) I'd cry more than a bucket full if my hard disk crashes and my pictures go missing, for evurrrr. So, touch wood touch wood. I lovelove pictures!

8. Would you rather be an artist or a writer?

Artist, yes yes, artist :) I don't quite like expressing myself in words but mainly in artsy crafty things. I'm able to express myself freely with ideas and stuff through artsy stuff. I don't know but really, my love for artsy stuff has always been a part of me since young, hmm, though I'm not that good an artsy person myself, hah!

9. What are your favorite magazines?

Julia is prolly gonna kill me once she reads this but.. I've always thought mags are a waste of time & money. Haha, really. I shall save my butt and stop here :) While it's nice to flick through and stuff but yeah, I think money can be spent on urm.. better things? Heh heh heh. On the contrary, I like browsing thru magazines that feature weddings (as expected, no?), and pretty interior designs, furniture & landscaping bits. :) Fashion is good too.

10. Which program do you make your collages?

Program? I believe in handmade stuff, really. Before I was introduced to the amazing world of Photoshop, I've always stuck to the old fashion way of doing things - cut & paste. But even now, I still prefer making things myself rather than on the program/computer :)

11. If you could live any where you wanted to right now, where would it be?
Hmm, I'd wanna live in The OC, California :) It's such a pretty place to live in. NYC is perfect but maybe not to live in for a long while :) I'd prefer a less busier place, away from the major hustle and bustle of the world :)

12. What is your favorite(s) flower(s)?

Lilies are a bit too big but they're pretty & pricey ;) Haha. I love roses & gerberas. :) But honestly, any flower is good just as long as they're pretty & they don't elicit some sorta stinky smell. I love flowers as a whole. Period.

13. What perfume do you use?

Green Tea by Elizabeth Arden :)

14. What is your favorite accessory?

I don't know how to answer this. I live by accessories. Earrings, necklaces, bracelets, anklets, hairbands, rings - they're all love <3

15. Where are your favorite places to shop?

I love shopping in stationery shops, supermarkets and of course, boutiques and the likes of it. Haha. They're all equally sinful! I like Pull and Bear but they're a little too pricey for some items. Mmm the normals would be Topshop, Forever 21 and any bazaaaar! Hohoho.

16. What is your personal style?

It really depends - simple, laidback, a little vintage, summer-ish, and a whole lot more girly than how I used to be ;)

17. What does your wardrobe consist of?

Mostly dresses! I've got this craving to buy me more dresses :) I'm deeply in love with them - simple & sweet.

18. What is your favourite beauty product?

I'm not a fan of beauty products but the only one I'd use without fail would be my old & faithful eyeliner. Not much a fan of them beauty products.

19. What is your favourite kind of shoe?
Flops and strappy heels! Traaaaa. :)

20. Finally, complete the following sentence. I dream of...:

... having the most beautiful and perfect wedding ever (this includes my husband! hee), giving birth to pretty children, flying to NYC and of course, being a very successful interior/product designer :) Perhaps the last part about my career, I could just sum it up as a successful business woman, somehow ;) Okay, that's actually my goal too. Hmm, haha!

I'm tagging: Jac, Sandra (somehow you just popped in my head), Rachel, Sara & Alexa! :)

an overload.

2009-02-14T00:38:00.009+08:00

It happened..

It really did!

My reaction & response time, a little delayed.

I'm lacking heart beats right now.

HAHAHA. Really.

But, yayy! :)

Happy Valentine's, Everyone!

Gettin' on with all that exaggerated hype and romance,

the world's a busier place today.

But definitely filled with an overload of roses,

chocolates, candies and the likes of it.

tick away.

2009-02-11T12:00:00.004+08:00

More often than not, I realize that I'm way behind time. In a sense that I'm extremely behind schedule in completing assignments and carrying out useful revisions for my very exciting upcoming exams. In a pursuit to ensure me attending absolutely all my classes, I fail to ensure that I keep track of time - assignments & revisions.

I woke up today, skipping both morning classes just to start on a very delayed assignment and perhaps, some really good revision time would do me good. And now, I'm blogging, what a try! No, really, I'm gonna print my notes later and yes, I'm gonna start on my assignment like now.

Here's to being a successful student this semester. I'm having a go at it, won't you? ;)

By the way, I watched GG last night aaaand.. super gan jiong! Gah! Totally stirred up heaps of my emotions throughout, heh.

without a bye.

2009-02-10T15:07:00.004+08:00

Have a safe flight tomorrow morning, babe.

Don't forget to keep me updated alright! :)

xox.

and i bid farewell.

2009-02-10T00:03:00.008+08:00

Brrh, I'm still all emo-fied :(

Yet again, another close friend leaves for Australia. Wasn't an easy goodbye but we all managed it well enough. The airport - always filled with either happiness or sadness, and this time it was filled with the latter. I tend to be pretty good with farewells but on certain occasions, I fail at trying to keep it all in especially when it is about somebody who has gone through many of the ups and downs in life and still remains as the same supportive soul throughout everything.

Told ya, it wasn't easy at all.

At least for them, and me..

Ian Yun, we go way back man. And I mean, really way back! There are so many memories to recall from that I just don't know where to start. We had our awkward moments, best friend moments, stranger moments and the list goes on. There is still something that I feel utterly horrible about of which I shall remind you about it when the time comes. But yeah, at the end of it, everything turned out well and we're both happy people today :)

You've been amazing, really! You were there when no one else was, you would support all the way without backing out, you would make the effort when no one seems to be taking initiative, you would spill your concerns out when no one else would, you would just be you. And I thank God for a really good friend like you :) Thanks for everything, Ian! I'm gonna miss you heaps so come online often alright. Now go forth and be a good boy will you? Earn Ozzie bucks and spend me coffee 8) Just fly safe, you! :)

And, how could I forget Kat? :)

squishy fleur.

2009-02-05T23:27:00.010+08:00

A bunch of us had some massive Roti Tisu fun last night! Thoroughly massive, I say. It was a short time of fun, bonding and mainly giggles :) Short and sweet, really. Well it was actually Ian's farewell because this boy is leaving to Ozzieland on Monday night! Pfft.

Three plates to secure one Roti Tisu.

Go figure!

This whole week's been pretty tiring for me. Going back for classes surely isn't my forte, hee. Having classes from 8 right up till 6 in the evening is not funny. But today's schedule didn't seem too bad for me :) I ended up bringing a really pretty flower home! Wheee, happy girl on the loose 8) I was obssessing over it by taking heaps of pictures with different angles throughout my last class, haha. It's actually made up of tissue by the way - totally triggered the curious nerve in me.

Thank God it's Friday tomorrow! Like literally. Finally a day where I can wake up much later than usual, hah! Surely sounds like an amazing plan to me :) Guess I'm gonna call it a night, so nights!

Hear me out: Awe-struck by B.Reith.

tagger-mania.

2009-02-03T23:21:00.012+08:00

Mah homies.

Sweeet.

So, I got my interview questions from Sonia! She always has this kinda cool cum interesting yet original tags, haha. Well, here goes!

1. Leave me a comment saying you want to be interviewed.
2. I’ll email you five questions, of my determination not yours!
3. You update your blog with the answers to the questions.
4. You offer to interview someone else in the same post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

1. Coke or Pepsi? Why? Details please.

Coke! Hehe, well simply cause Pepsi is a little too gassy & sweet for my liking and it has the special taste to it, somehow. Hee! Right Sonia? ;)

2. Orc, elf, dwarf or human. Which would you like to be? (no half-sies please :D)

Hoho, elf! Okay this question only reminded me of Legolas *grin* so it's an elf for me, all the way baby! Hehehehe.

3. One language you would love to be able to speak/read/write.

Mandarin, definitely! I'm such a handicap at Mandarin alright. Though this year, I've improved my vocab a little already! Bangga sial :D

4. Describe your best friend.

Azalea, Lydia & Mohan are pretty, gorgeous and extremely special ladies. I don't randomly have like 10 best friends so yeah, these three individuals mean the world to me and yes, they're always always amazing. :) They've never failed me, at all! Another best friend who well, is none other than Jan! Needless to say, he's everything la, hee!

5. Have you ever met/touched a celebrity? Who, where and how?

HAHA. I have touched many celebrities. On paper/magazine/posters, hahaha. No, really :) They're none other than Orlando Bloom, Paul Walker, Josh Duhamel, Adam Brody, and you know what? The list just goes on and on ;) How? I just, touch them la..

Aaand, Chloe tagged me too! It's a tag each other world out there, hah.

Once you've been tagged, you're supposed to write a note of 10 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged.

1. I've decided to not buy the Guess bag that I've been eyeing for some weeks now.

2. I finally satisfied my Tom Yam craving today with Lyds!

3. I'm emo-fied 'cos more lovelies are leaving in February.

4. I bought hair dye, heee!

5. I like guys with nice nails & fingers, haha.

6. I feel like having Bubble Tea right now.

7. I can't wait till the summer holidays arrive!

8. I dread going to class everyday, without fail. Heh.

9. My table is so messy that I'm gonna explode. Like, boom!

10. I had Bak Kut Teh just now, yumm.

Oh, I chooooose.. Ian, Sonia, Alexa, Rachel and Lydia :)

two of two.

2009-02-02T00:01:00.007+08:00

And a special someone turns twenty-two! :)

p/s: I wanted to edit it all the more but yeah, you'll have to squint a little to read 'em all :)

the plaza.

2009-01-31T11:05:00.008+08:00

All ecstatic after meeting the wedding planner.

I just caught Bride Wars in the cinema yesterday and I'm loving it. Well in short, it evolves around two best friends (Anne Hathaway & Kate Hudson) who after many years, start noticing their differences and finally in the end, realize that they can't live without each other because similarly they share almost everything together :) I really really enjoyed the movie and perhaps, I'm gonna catch it again! After all, it does involve weddings too, so count me in! *grin* Pretty much my cuppa ;)

A random question: If they have The Plaza, what do we, Malaysians have?

Anyhoo, I just got back from Baskins and I've got three quarts in my fridge yo, haha. Though I'm pretty upset that they didn't have Very Berry Strawberry. It's been two whole months without that flavor now! :(

Hear me out: Love Story by Taylor Swift.

p/s: This song is absolute love. :)

choinese new year.

2009-01-29T21:36:00.007+08:00

A friend used to scream his head out saying, "Choineseeeee". Well, that was some 5 years back in highschool? Brrh I feel old, haha.

"Pikchaa, pikchaa!" My aunts are ace at screaming that word out while gambling, hah. As I mentioned in the earlier post about having heaps of pictures taken this new year, I'll be faithful to pick out shot(s) that I think are pretty enough to be posted here and the rest will, as usual, be up in Facebook for my cousins' benefit. This year, family ties seem a little more huddled up together and toight unlike the years before - I'm enjoyin' it, most definitely!

I've been sticking myself to the computer screen watching the new 90210 almost every day now, haha! Hmm, it seems to be trashing Gossip Girl a wee bit in my download sequence. Well maybe because I downloaded the wrong episode 16 this time around which totally dampened my spirit, pfft. Anyhoo, 90210 on the go!

Itsy bitsy thing about 90210 - the girls seem a little too anorexic for my liking and I sense a bit of The O.C. rip off going on somewhere along the episodes, hmm. But I'm definitely a fan of Silver's, I like the rough touch to her personality and plus, she's really pretty. Ethan's pretty attractive too (think geeky/nerdy Seth Cohen, yes?)! Honestly, come to think about it, I'm starting to not like the whole highschool scene anymore be it in The O.C., GG or even 90210.

Goodnight world, taa!

if only.

2009-01-28T12:04:00.005+08:00

Our very early Yee Sang, pre-CNY.

But also, our very first Yee Sang together.

And if only we had something like that, this year :)

posaa in the house.

2009-01-26T23:54:00.005+08:00

Somehow both my niece and nephew, Julieann & Jamie, seem to be rather hyper active than usual this new year. With my camera phone in hand, I couldn't help but to snap away at their adorable gestures and poses that were being thrown about. This year, things seem more lively than normal, which is of course, a very good thing! The UK cousin is finally back, bringing all that joker-self and hype home. Yes, he is the cousin who drew moustache on cats & dogs with a permanent marker pen some 10 years back and also the one who makes both cats and dogs dance and act out silly things, haha.

Out of the many pictures that were taken, I shall just share a little collage of my nephew :)

When Jamie meets the Bearista;

Ain't he the most adorable sweetie? :)

Note: He's such a posaaa!

He'll check the photo after taking one and see if it's nice, haha.

And will go back and pose again..

spring festival.

2009-01-25T16:46:00.002+08:00

the first twenty.

2009-01-23T10:05:00.004+08:00

Blessed Twentieth Hatchday, Love!

I know you're not gonna be fond of celebrating this birthday

since you're finally hitting the twenties

but hee, Happy Twentieth!

I hope you have a blast all the way in Seattle

even if I'm not there ;) I'm actually quite

bummed out that I can't celebrate it with you

but still, do enjoy it!

You're only gonna be twenty once.

You've been more than amazing

throughout our whole friendship, best friend.

Words really can't describe how thankful I am

for you in my life :) Just so you know,

You play an outstandingly important role

in this life of mine, really!

I love you and once again,

have a blessed birthday girl!

Handmade with love!

xoxo.

it's empty.

2009-01-22T23:53:00.005+08:00

p/s: I'm gettin' hooked on to Army Wives. Its loveee.

braces.

2009-01-19T22:26:00.013+08:00

The four of us, well it's actually five but yeah, we were the black sheep, hee! We were the naughty ones who sat at the back of the class, making heaps of noise and of course, we never completed our homework. *grin* But, we were always the first to go for additional classes, haha! How ironic, yes? Two years of braving Math and another two years of the horrible Add Math, and only because we aced our Modern Math ;)

Confession: I only looked forward to classes because of them! And food? Hehehe.

We did everything in class, haha. Anything, just name it! I would actually let you know what we did but on second thought, it's okay la ;) Anyhow, I finally met them after some years! We didn't change much but Hann got thinner and has braces even if he already had perfect teeth! (reason for braces: it's a family thing), Jayson got buffer (cough!), Seira lost weight (though she's not admitting)! and I lost weight too? Haha, this is what two years (or more?) can do to us! But deep down, we're all pretty much the same whacko bunch. Was really good catching up! :) It was like only yesterday we had tuition class together, I do miss those days man. Hmm.

Just so he doesn't feel left out ;)

Yeah, we had this animal thingy going on, haha!

Though it was like back in '06.

Take one!

Take two!

"Now we're like those kinda people who take pictures in the mall.."

through a kaleidoscope.

2009-01-15T00:17:00.008+08:00

Spoilers ahead! Just so I won't leak out things you ought to find out yourself in episode 15! :) Else, heck it, just read away! Lalala.

I just caught the latest episode of Gossip Girl and my heart is broken. Having step foot in Blair's shoes throughout the series has definitely made me feel the pain and hurt Chuck has put her through. The blame was always on her for acting like the wife. Chuck is one massive heart breaker. It all finally exploded when the episode drew to a close when she told him that she's gonna be leaving him. For real.

And I realized, he'd only go back to her when he's got no where else to go and no one to turn to. If not, he'd push her aside and constantly treat her like trash. This is what you get for not appreciating her enough. The girl has a heart alright! Pfft. The I-don't-need-you-anymore scene was pretty good (especially when she threw the pretty flowers back at him) and very emotional, heh. My heart was forced to a halt, imagine that.

Standing up for her guy.

By the way, Jack Bass (Jackass?) is really a pain. I mean, seriously! Get rid of him already, rawwr. His face only spells out annoying and irritating. If that isn't so, I don't know what I'm seeing. Heh.

The love story of Rufus & Lily's getting very complicated (Or pathetic?). I mean, the missing kiddo and all. Ah not forgetting how their child's death is all a lie. I guess it's pretty understandable but it is still a horrible thing to do. On the other side of the family, Dan & Serena are acting pretty cool about it, and so are Jenny & Eric. Both Rufus & Lily came back home with hands held tight to each other. Family reunion perhaps? I do wonder how this family issue is gonna be sorted out :) Surprise, surprise!

speediinho.

2009-01-13T22:30:00.013+08:00

Yeah, that's what we know him as :)

Again, I stepped foot in the airport. This time was for Jon and sadly, I missed Azy just by a call, soigh. Was pretty bummed out 'cos well, he left to California. Haha, I love California and Jon's a close friend. Hmm, guess I'm happy for him :) ..with much envy too, hee! Nah, really. He's such a clown and at the same time, a pain in the butt. But yea, he's a really good friend - one of the few whom I still look up to and know that he's not the lalang material :) He's just Jon. Ah, another thing, he amazes me with his unfailing love for skinnies, haha! :O

Don't shed tears unless there's a valid reason to do so.

The six of us who went over to send him off were pretty much controlling our emotions knowing that it's gonna be their turn next. Well, obviously not mine but yeah, the 5 others. It's sad having to part from a bunch of friends who eventually grew very much closer through the years. Plus, knowing that there are a few more closer ones who are leaving at about the same time as well - February, makes it all the more worst.

Memories just keep flickering around and I can't help but to ponder and take a breeze walk through memory lane once again. It's indeed a fact that I've become very closely knitted to my ADP friends. The first bunch of people I got to know in the first sem of college itself. And that changed everything, until this very day. It's not easy seeing them off. Not at all.

Hear me out: Leavin' by Jesse McCartney

unscrewed.

2009-01-09T23:53:00.008+08:00

So like any other HELP student, I finally got all my results back. I'm not screaming for joy and neither am I ranting simply because God has definitely blessed me with good enough results. I was already expecting to fail, that's why I didn't enrol as yet but yeah. I'm more than sure that I totally screwed up my last paper which so happen was on the first day of Youth Camp but I didn't fail! Huhaa!

I'm just more than thankful, hee! Uh-huh, I'm giving God all, absolutely all the glory for my results! :)

Here's to the second semester of my uni life. *sigh* A long way more to go. But yeah, this sem doesn't seem too stressful but definitely consumes heaps of energy and commitment. Haha, that doesn't sound too easy anymore, innit? This sem, yet again, I face a lecturer of whom, I'm not particularly fond of, heh. I hope things will be alright for me, haha, 'cos it didn't go too well in the previous sem :p

Anyhow, haha! Yayy for my results! And yes I have finally decided on my minor, hee. Yea, like finally. I'm gonna be minoring in Marketing :)

I can have a good night's rest now! *grin* Oh and another thing, I might be getting a new puppy soon! A whoite one :D Hee, so so cuteeeee! Gaahhh, hehehe. And yes, I have finally recovered from all the sick bug, haha. Normal voice is back in the vocal chords yo ;) Okay, goodnight!

hit it, letter j.

2009-01-08T18:18:00.011+08:00

Ahoy! I got my letter from Peachy :)

And it's the letter J!

The rules:

You leave a comment on this post, and I'll assign you a letter. You write about ten things you love that begin with your assigned letter, and post it at your place. When people comment on your list, you give them a letter, and the chain continues on and on.

1. Jan. He keeps me sane and makes my world a better place to live in. Pretty much the best thing that has ever happened! :)

2. Jooze. Only because it's something between my girls and I! ;)

3. Jazz. I lovelove Jazz. Anytime, anywhere, just hit it on the speakers aight! Especially when it comes to Michael Buble! Hohoho! *grin*

4. Jenga. It's such fun playing with a good company. The risk of taking every piece out and the joy of seeing it crumble down, haha!

5. Java Chip Frap. Who doesn't know I'm a coffee addict? What more, a Starbucks fan? Haha. It's a really good drink, babe. Trust me on this :)

6. Jet plane. Yeah, it's the ticket out of here. Pretty much so actually. Buy a ticket, get on the plane and off you go!

7. Jello. It's so wobbly, soft, kinda chewy and sometimes filled with surprising goodness in 'em! All that Nata de Coco bits, hee :D

8. Jackfruit. Haha I seem to be going all about food, no? Hehehe, I do enjoy this fruit :) It's yellow and yummy! Hah!

9. Jogging. It makes me feel much more healthier, hee :P It's like I jog 10 rounds and I'm convinced I've lost enough of weight for the year, haha. But yea, jogging is love when you jog with fun people ;) Heh heh heh! Likeee, Jan! Haha. No, really. :)

10. Jamoca Almond Fudge. Baskin Robbins anyone? It's so delicious :) Somewhat like love at first sight, hehe.

It was quite a tough one but I pretty much pulled it off, haha! I'm that bored and jobless so yeah. After all, classes just started and I'm left with that little bit of spare time so why not! :)

and we're dancing.

2009-01-08T01:21:00.005+08:00

"Cause it feels alright! Yeah, we're dancing!"

Awesomeeee!

I decided to watch Centre Stage today, hee. I seem to be on some movie marathon but nah, I'm not. Alright, maybe just a little. But hey, this movie totally rocks socks okay. It's an amazing movie with awesome ballet. Absolutely loved the choreography and especially their final performance on stage. Seriously! I'm a sucker for dance shows alright. I'm sure you are too! ;) Hmm, it's just pure awesome. Go have a watch if you haven't!

Lalala, okay, I should so be sleeping now, hehe.

sporadic.

2009-01-07T13:40:00.003+08:00

Being me, as sporadic as can be;

A favorite picture.

He says it's like Beauty and The Beast, haha.

But I think not :)

I finally caught two movies - Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging and The Duchess, in a span of two days. Well of course, cinema at home :) Loved The Duchess much more as compared to Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. If you haven't already seen The Duchess, do watch it, 'cos it's good stuff aight.

Loved this outfit!

And many more dresses..

The movie brings us back to the 18th century. You know, all those pretty feather hats and dresses? Yea, I loved them both. But basically it's about the conquest for true love and how the Duke of Devonshire was being totally unfaithful and unreasonable to his new wife, The Duchess of Devonshire as played by Keira Knightley. Also not forgetting, the painful love triangle between the two and Lady Bess Foster, The Duchess' best friend and only source of comfort. As the movie drew to a close where The Duchess had to give her baby daughter away who resulted from her affair with Charles Grey. It was a heart-wrenching scene as separating a mother from her child is definitely any mom's worst nightmare. Am not really a fan of Keira Knightley but nonetheless, the movie was good. Honestly I really thank God that we're no longer living in those olden days where giving birth to a son is of utmost importance and having a baby daughter is shameful and the likes of it. Heh.

Am off to class soonish! :) And yay, my normal voice is coming back alreaaady!

it's a girl thing.

2009-01-06T21:38:00.011+08:00

Today in history, we learn that even I can lose my voice, hah! Can you beat that? It hurts btw so yeah, pfft. Sadly it has been getting worst by the day. Too pain, too pain.

Okay anyway, for the past two days, I've been spending much time with my girls :) I mean after all, they deserve my time since they're all gonna be leaving soon enough.

Rewind, rewind, to Sunday evening! We had dinner at Mohan's place since she's leaving tonight and yeah, we just needed to spend some time together, girly time. Initially thought of eating out but finally resorted to cooking in. We picked out nuggets, sausages, fries, pasta and bacon! The oil and the carbs, haha. Then again, the best tasting food are always sinful; all that oil, fats (bacon fats, yumm!), sugar and it just goes on. It's all fat-provoking food, haha. We obviously found out who the cooks were and who weren't, ahaks! *grin* But the food were really good, hee! Though we kinda over-estimated the food amount. :p Having food over bonding time was plain awesome alright!

Non cooks: Lyds & Azy.
Cooks: Mohan & Sarah.

Haha, but they helped out a lot!

Like defrosting the nuggets..

And dropping the spaghetti :D

Yay, pretty! :)

And hohoho, Monday's bubble fun! Headed over to The Curve after lunch to meet up with Sara, Alexa and Rachel. To my surprise, Daryll was there too, haha. Not so much of a girl thing anymore, huh? ;) We pretty much stocked up on some bottles of bubble liquid as well as a whole box of that goo thingy that you can blow up your own bubble through the little straw. Reminiscing the childhood days much? We went up to the rooftop of Cineleisure to play bubbles. Yeah, we got a few glares and stares but it didn't really bug us much :) It was fun, really fun. We even had some Titanic moments there, hee. A little late lunch after and that pretty much concluded our day. There are more pics but my dear Alexa hasn't sent 'em over yet :)

Its like a disco ball :)

Sara being.. Sara.

The NYC laydee! :)

Random bit: I'm so gonna get an I♥NY shirt, haha.

Bubbles! Just keep blowing!

Can you see 'em? 8)

Broadway style!

And I am wearing shorts. There! *points*

Camel!

Hehehehe ;)

Just today, Azalea, Lyds and myself went to Sungai Wang to do some shopping but depressingly, we found nothing. Okay I found a dress but I guess it wasn't really a good buy so yeah I didn't get it. But Lyds got a pair of pretty ballet flats :) Really pretty! Hee. Ah, not forgetting, we went on a DVD shopping spree, haha. Now I've stocked up on the movies to watch when the assignments hasn't kicked in yet. Hehe.

Oh, I got like two results back 'cos the other three are only coming out on Monday, pfft. I guess it's average, heh. Not good at all but just satisfactory. :) Though this makes me worry all the more for my other three papers, ahhhh! It was that bad okay, soigh.

Ozzie cousins just left for home. Gonna miss the noise and stuff but yeah, we've got Facebook, haha! Ain't that bad I guess :) Real good to have 'em back! Anyway, I gotta head to bed now, goodnight all!

p/s: Bye Mohannnnn! Will miss you hun :)

on the balcony.

2009-01-05T23:26:00.007+08:00

Hmm, I'm having an uber difficult time trying to start this post off so just let your imaginations run wild. Okay, not wild per se but yeah, let your mind spark things off!

Four words: Beauty and The Beast.

Since young, I've always loved this Disney movie because it's just so good. Albeit all Disney movies are good but I particularly love this the most! Yeah, it beats Cinderella, Snow White and the likes of it. Hmm, I like Aladdin too, hee. Okay, Imma fan of all of them, Disney movies, but yeah, haha. Well, I just love the story of Beauty and The Beast. I used to watch the tape over and over again. Now this doesn't include the many times I read the book, hee! I tell you, countless I say!

For some months, I've been searching around for the DVD desperately and finally resorted to downloading it, haha. Well, I wanted the DVD just so I'll have a physical copy instead of having to wait for the download to be completed. You know how terrible our internet connection can be right?

Anyhoo, I finally got to watch it after being able to complete the download *beams* It was good, really good :) I enjoyed every single part of it. I'm telling you, Chip (the teacup) has always been my favorite! He's so adorable and just too cute. Well right up till today, I'm still loving this Disney movie muchs, hee. There's a few scenes that I absolutely love though - Belle's first dance with the Beast; the balcony scene right after that dance; the scene where the Beast reaches out to Belle's hand after the fight with Gustav on the roof. Too good, too good. It's so sweet and just romantic? Well, you get the gist :) However in today's context, I lovelove Enchanted. Period.

This reminds me - need.to.buy.enchanted.dvd.too. *grin*

See! Hmm :)

Hehe I guess that's all for now! Updates about bubbly fun and girly outings soon (tomorrow?), heh. Nights all! :)

saturday night.

2009-01-04T02:37:00.000+08:00

And I wonder why I'm up this late on a Saturday night.

Oh oops, it's Sunday already..

At times like these;

I wonder if I've got feelings..

I wonder if I've got a heart..

'Nuff said..

up that windy road.

2009-01-02T16:32:00.008+08:00

I'm back with yet, another post, and am still sick. In Lyd's words, it's prolly SARS or Bird Flu. Hee, I kid I kid. I've been receiving free lunch deliveries from him since yesterday because I'm sick :D How sweet and thoughtful, no? Well I'm hoping to get better by the weekend before classes start all over again.

On Monday, I headed up to Genting with a bunch of totally impromptu souls. I got a wake up call at about eleven in the morning to head up to Genting. Too bad, Jan couldn't make it, pfft. But anyhow, as broke as we were, we packed some chap fan and Starbucks to accompany us throughout. :) The absence of Starbucks on any trip is like spending a day in doomsville, alright! Hee, I might just be exaggerating a little but you get my point! Further excitement kicked in all the more when we were heading up the windy roads. Only these souls know how much I was giggling all the way up, hah!

With them - the impromptu souls.

We walked and walked and finally ended up in the Snow World. Yet again, my very first time me thinks. Since Kat and I had our flops on, we were given damp and icy cold boots to cover our feet with. It was really a do or die situation so we had to reluctantly slide our feet in 'em. It was disgusting alright. Brrh. Only God knows all the feet that has been in 'em, heh. Anyhoo, right after that we walked a bit and decided to head back home. After that was just random dinner time at Talipon. Man, I miss the Hot Pot days :)

Aight, gotta get back to resting! Sick girl reporting for duty (sleep). Hee :)

p/s: the rest of the pictures are up in Facebook.

2009: a year of faith.

2009-01-01T19:52:00.018+08:00

And coincidentally I fell sick on New Years Day. What a way to celebrate the New Year huh?

This year, I made absolutely no resolutions. I wasn't happy that 2009 arrived too early because I was dreading the fact that I'll prolly have to face many more things that don't seem too easy to go through.

Right after Watchnight Service, Jan and I headed back home after a long day out. Upon arrival at my home, we sat in the car and he started to knock more sense into this stubborn head of mine. I was being bitter about 2009 and was on the verge of giving up all over again. It's funny how I always thought that it was only me, myself and I who was going through this mess with that bit of support from the people around me. But I came to my senses and realized that they're going through it with me, or at least he is. :)

I guess that I could mainly thank God for the friends and amazing people whom He has placed around and in my life for the whole of 2008. All in all, I guess it was quite a good year considering everything that has happened and how things beautifully unfolded before my eyes towards the end of 2008.

Jan has been an absolutely sweet and amazing backbone of mine throughout everything, from the start right up till today; Azalea, Mohan and Lydia have constantly had my back even when they were miles away from home with all that oveaseas calls, text messages and lovely emails to keep me from falling; Sara, Alexa and Rachel who always fed me with laughter and total randomness just to make sure there's always a smile on my face; and trust me, there are many more to list down but yeah :) Just to list a few more without elaborating - Tabster, Ian, Josh Teng, Arthur, Yih Khai, hmm they're all lovely people! They have been such sweet peas throughout this year in some way or another. What would I ever do without you peeps? Soigh. :)

♥

Such angels :)

Amazing babes.

Btw, we need to retake a new pic since Rachel is back! :)

In a nutshell, I'm greeting this new year, 2009, with a whole bunch of faith ready to back me up! God has been downright amazing in so many ways that I can't even keep track of. He has never let me go but instead, has always welcomed me back into His open arms of everlasting love. I would've never made it till today without God, my family and the rest of the aforementioned people.

Thank You Jesus for 2008.

And a whole bundle of thanks

to the splendid friends of mine too!

Walk with me through 2009, won't You?

xoxo,

sare -

take a wild guess.

2008-12-30T13:23:00.004+08:00

Some take eight months;

I take.. years?

Confused bits keep running all over.

Maybe it'll never happen.

Words that were uttered some time ago by yours truly;

Should they be kept or thrown away?

Guess we'll just never know..

Hear me out: Always Be My Baby by David Cook.

'tis the season.

2008-12-24T22:58:00.008+08:00

To: Everyone and Anyone.

Blessed Christmas!

Have a joyous celebration this year

keeping in mind the main reason

why we're having Christmas :)

xoxo.

come and go.

2008-12-23T22:53:00.014+08:00

Youth Camp 2008: This Is Now.

I went to camp expecting God to move and sure enough He did - more than I expected. I guess He really made clear about the direction I'm heading towards in 2009. Initially it wasn't and isn't what I intended it to be but at times like these, you just need to shut up and follow His footsteps obediently, ain't it? I never prayed as much as I did in camp before. I never seeked God like how I did in camp. It was just different. I was never this hungry for His touch. In this camp, I experienced it all. God was extremely real in my life. Throughout camp, He taught me one thing and that is to continue persevering even when things get ugly. I mean life hasn't been easy for me since the start of this year and I gotta admit, I'm getting goosebumps just by thinking about how next year is gonna go but I believe it's all gonna be alright with God on my side. Happy thoughts ahead!

It was a totally different experience this year for me in camp as well. I mean assuming various responsibilities and ensuring that camp goes along well isn't easy and very tiring. It was totally worrysome when the number of campers weren't touching 250 at all. This is just one of the aspects but yeah, I know that God worked wonders in this year's camp and I'm absolutely certain that all who went were tremendously blessed!

On a lighter note, experiencing camp with loved ones are total plus points. I mean having all my favorite girlfriends back from overseas has continuously lifted up my dampened spirit. They have been nothing short of gorgeous blessings. It was even better when the seven of us were somewhat 'reunited' after a long break on the second night of camp! Sweet love, huns.

Peanut butter-fied.

Heee!

Lovelies!

Candid laughter.

Seven of us!

accjlms*

Girlfriends.

My LG :)

Taraaaa!

We cool alright.

Whoooosh!

Doong is love!

We're at the beaaach!

And here we move on to family love! My Ozzie cousins have finally came back after two solid years of absence. Just in two years, they have both grown up so big (like literally big) and seriously, so matured! I mean they were mere little kiddos before this and now, woah! Hee, I was very shocked. I guess I'm no longer the taller cousin in my generation just because they're still young but yeah, haha. Darn, why didn't I get these tall genes? Pfft. Albeit awkward on the first day of their arrival (yesterday), we got on well this morning and hey, more days ahead to rekindle that cousin love.

Well we celebrated Christmas early this year because many of them couldn't make it on Christmas day itself so dinner was today. My aunt got us turkey! It's a first in our family to have turkey, seriously! Turkey and tong yuen (since the celebration was just 2 days ago)! Hehehe, yummy flour-y dessert by the grandmother. Seeing all the kiddos grow up, I feel rather old myself! Haha.

Nephew & Uncle.

Sulky pot.

Reason: Ate too much and mommy took his food away.

Emma!

Two partially complete generations.

And yay, I'm done with my Christmas shopping, haha. But it's a very tiny list this year due to financial constrains and the current economy crisis. I'm serious, it's that bad on me okay. So yeah, don't expect anything much from me or rather anything at all, heh. I'm keeping muh budget minimal this year so don't get offended anyhow :) But yeah, Christmas isn't all about presents, hee :)

Wondering how did The Fleur De Lis go? :) I think it went well. I mean yeah from a shopper's view, hee. I splurged my way throughout the three days and hehe, I'm pretty satisfied with my purchases! :D Absolutely loving my new found clothes, wahahah. But on the other hand, from an organizer's view, some vendors or rather, a vendor can really be downright stupid. Seriously, pfft! At least my clothes make me happy so it's all good, thankfully! Hee *grin*

We both look really chan and tired out huh.

Anyways, here's some belated shout-outs! -

Blessed Nineteenth Birthday, Johann!

Excuse me mister, we still haven't gone out yet!

What happened to all our catching up sessions huh?

Hehe. I tried calling you yesterday but I couldn't get

through at all. Really! It's not an excuse alright, hee.

Hope you had a blast on your special day :)

Don't get too naughty alright, do keep some sanity in

that now nineteen year old head of yours *grin*

Blessed TWENTY-SECOND Birthday, Brian!

Notice the emphasis on the age? Hehe. I kid I kid.

I'm still all fondue-fied from the lunch but hey it was

all good! I'm sure you had much fun, no? :) Thanks

for being that whacko friend throughout, hee.

Anyhow, here's to a great year ahead of you!

Big boy ady la, hahah. Happy Hatchday again!

Twenty-two! *cough* Heee!

and because.

2008-12-20T01:54:00.007+08:00

Above: Moment captured;

Us.

Snippets to camp? :)

Well, he just makes me really happy. Traaaa.

the fleur de lis.

2008-12-18T22:49:00.006+08:00

Updates about camp soonish? Hee :)

Anyhoo, don't forget this weekend's plan -

The Fleur De Lis *

Venue: 256, Lorong Maarof, Bangsar!

Friday (19th): 7p.m. - 1a.m.

Saturday (20th): 11a.m. - 8p.m.

Sunday (21st): 11a.m. - 8p.m.

Yeah I need to catch up on some sleep deprivation that carried on for the past 2 weeks. So goodnight all! :)

last hurdle.

2008-12-14T20:08:00.009+08:00

Finally after going through some weeks of agonizing exam stress, I'll be over and done with it tomorrow at 2pm and right on to youth camp! :)

The fact that we haven't had camp for two years makes all the difference there is. In the past two years and even more, things have changed so much. I changed. I practically took a 180 degree turn. Two years ago and today, I wasn't the same. I was different. My purpose of going to camp was different. My focus was different. My life was different. Life's circumstances were so different. This year's camp is gonna be different. I just know it. And let's make that difference in our life, through this camp and what's installed for us. Make this camp a significant one. Don't let it just waste away.

Honestly I'm scared but I guess I'm ready. It's a mish-mash feeling inside of me - trembling, tears, joy?

On a lighter note, I'm glad I'm gonna be in camp with my favorite girls! All finally back from overseas, it's sucha good feeling to have all of them, babes, back with me. Truly feels like real home now :) What would I do without them anyway? Hee ;)

Youth Camp 2005

"The 'bas sekolah' word has to be in too! Else it wouldn't be cool!"

HAHA ;)

p/s: I'm gonna be so screwed for my final paper tmrw. 100mcqs and TWO case studies in TWO hours? GONE.

breakfast in new york.

2008-12-12T21:26:00.007+08:00

Eyes on New York, baby!

Fly me there, anyone?

Cos I really wanna. Really!

Have a look at this - Breakfast in NYC by Oppenheimer.

They're good. It's love :)

I loike! Pictures say it all, ain't it? It's a good music vid - creativity sparks it off! Now that gets me high ;)

Hear me out: Everytime by Lincoln Hawk.

vice versa.

2008-12-12T10:22:00.007+08:00

This heart is yours to fill or burst,

To break or bury,

Or to wear as jewelry;

Whichever you prefer..

"What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around."

Hear me out: What goes around comes around by Justin Timberlake.

three words.

2008-12-10T11:42:00.010+08:00

I love you.

She finally said it but it wasn't a pretty reply from Chuck. Will Chuck really commit suicide? Episode 13 was a really good one. Heart-wrenching and totally got me wanting to jump onto the next episode. Too bad this is it for 2008, pfft. Sucha good ep, really. Ended in cliffhanger style - I've got a love-hate feeling towards such endings;

So tell me, is it a boy or a girl?

Gan jiong much?

I guess we'll have to wait till January 5th to find out more because they're on a short holiday. Gosh, why the long wait? :( In the mean time, a little snippet;

Hear me out: Lucky by Britney Spears.

there she goes.

2008-12-07T19:35:00.015+08:00

Hohoho, to all the girls who are somewhat like me - shopaholics by nature, we scurry to any sale, browse through dozens of boutiques online and still end up unsatisfied, this is what you should be treating yourself to! :) It's like having the online boutiques come to live, hehehe. Besides you're able to see and feel them, clothes, instead of having to riskily decide through the computer screen with squinted eyes! I should know, haha. Sinful temptations, indeed. Ain't retail therapy the most (at least one of the most) amazing things in life? Haha!

And we all know, their pricings aren't rocket high so I guess it's pretty good on the pocket, don't ya think? I know I'm excited! *grin* Just imagine all the clothes, accessories and shoes available in abundance. Hee ;) Just make sure you keep these dates free and treat yourself before the year ends. Click HERE & HERE for more details and information :) Trust me, it'll be fantabulous. Seriously!

Bring it on and come what may? Finals are on Tuesday and it lingers on till the following Monday. Part of me says I'm ready and the other says I'm not at all. We'll see how it goes soon enough!

And yay, Azy & Lyds are coming back by this weekend. Oh, the loveeeee! :)

Hear me out: Stronger by Britney Spears.

snowflakes.

2008-12-06T12:26:00.006+08:00

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Bart's been in an accident."

There you have it! A welcoming note to what's installed in the next episode of GG - Just as predicted, no? Vanessa and Nate kicks it off towards the end of the episode and I'm not happy. Why why why!

At least on a happier note, Rufus and Lily has kinda got it going on. Let's just wait till the post-funeral period, hee. :) Sparks would definitely fly sky high, hohoho! Hmm, Serena and Dan with their plus ones and the whole string of their past really annoys me. Get over and done with it, please? They just keep going on and on and on, rawwr. Blair and Chuck never fails to make me happy, haha. More than glad they had their dance in the end :)

Loved the setting of the Snowflake Ball. Really pretty and romantic! Hahaha, but yeah. Pretty much! And randomly, I want a disco ball in my room, hehehe!

Hear me out: Ever Ever After by Carrie Underwood.

glossy edge.

2008-12-04T17:15:00.008+08:00

I know I've mentioned how much I'm eyeing the Sony Ericsson C902 but guess what? I spotted another love - Nokia N85. Hohoho, it's sexy alright. I'm actually torn between the two because both have what I want; Everything else and a 5mp camera phone. Hee! However the N85 design caught my attention 'cos it's just too sleek, smooth and just.. sexay. Haha, it really is! And it's a slide phone - something that I've been looking for!

I love this too.

On the flipside, the N85 is two times more expensive than the C902! Also, thinking about the interface and stuff, I actually prefer Sony Ericsson as compared to Nokia. But its so pretty! How?

Allow me to be a girl -

Size - both are slim and small. N85 is shorter by about 2cm where as C902 is rather long. C902 is thinner and the N85 is wider.
Color - both come in the classy all-timer black which I absolutely love. :) Black colored phones rule big time. But the N85's black is more glossy compared to the C902, which I like. Very much.
Design - N85 is more feiminine while the C902 leans towards the masculine side. Think James Bond. Yeah, James Bond. But I think I'm well-suited for the N85 more! Hee.
Specs - N85 has wifi access, GPS, bla bla bla and C902 doesn't (a minor upgrade to my K800i). Hah! But the most important thing is the camera; both are 5mp (which happens to be the most important to me).

I'm not some mobile phone expert but these are what grabs my attention when it comes to picking a cell phone! Again, how?

I know I really should be studying but yeah, boo. Uhm, hmm, hmm.

a familar stranger.

2008-12-04T01:42:00.013+08:00

............S: Don't be a stranger.

............D: I'm a star. You may not see me, but I'm always there.

Not the normal conversation and definitely not the answer sought for but it is as interesting as it gets. It's funny how time passes by so fast and the most familiar faces are close to invisible. The ties that once binded, are the ones that loosen up. When knitted together once again, it is as though stepping out into a new dimension, with familiarity being the ultimate tour guide.

Hear me out: Take A Bow by Rihanna.

circus.

2008-12-02T21:37:00.013+08:00

Not really a fan of the cover though.

Today marks the release of Britney's new album - Circus. Hehe! Well to be frank, I've loved Britney ever since I was 11 or 12? Hee, she was that awesome and somehow she got a little too screwed up for my liking in the later years - the shaving of her head and stuff. But now she's sorting out all the pieces and has released her new album today - her 27th birthday! :) Honestly, I am happy for her and her improvements. Let's just say, Imma' fan of Britney. Hee ;) I might just get my hands on her new album, haha! Well that is if they're gonna be featuring her ol' school hits, hehe.

Some days ago I was looking through some old pictures and guess what I stumbled on? Some moments captured four years ago! This should instill some laughter and giggles, hee.

Let's back track to April 2004 and this is what you get -

Rings any bell, peeps?

Now?

Wahaha.

HAHAHAHA.

We should prolly retake one this year.

It'll be fun to see how much

we've all changed, hah!

Hear me out: I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman by Britney Spears.

p/s: I lovelove this song. Especially from the movie, Crossroads :) A very simple and cliche movie but easy on the soul, I like, hehe.

a red christmas.

2008-12-01T21:25:00.013+08:00

I stepped into the mall and its Christmas decorations greeted me. Christmas songs were played throughout and it just sparked a smile on my face. I love Christmas time :) Christmas-y thoughts and memories just flooded my mind as I walked through. Ah, love it. Simply gotta love it!

There's this seven feet tall Christmas tree at home and it's kinda waiting for me to set it up but, seven feet! It's too much work. We'll see about that soonish - after my finals? Hee.

On the contrary, I love setting up Christmas trees! Of course it'll be awesome with company but yeah, hehe. You get a sense of accomplishment once you see the tree all beautifully decorated without any flaws. And at night when the lights and ornaments sparkle and light up, oooh, sweet! :) Hehehe. I do remember painting ornaments and setting up Azy's Christmas tree in 2006! Also at Ian's, I remember being swooned by his blue & silver Christmas tree in 2005 :) Really pretty! I couldn't help but gaze into it the entire night/morning. Setting a color theme for the tree (ornaments) is nothing but pure fun. I want a red Christmas this year! I had a gold one in 2006 and silver in 2007. Yup, red would be gorgeous! Hmm, I loiike.

I have officially tried and kinda started reading through my lecture notes. Big progress. I kid you not! Well it's just reading, not studying. Yeah do note the difference. I'll keep trying, and I always say that so haha. :)

Hear me out: Miss Independent by Ne-Yo.

in a moment.

2008-11-30T17:39:00.006+08:00

Hey all!

My finals are next week (Assuming that Sunday's the first day of the week.) and I've not revised anything. No I'm not being humble or erm, whatever you call people like that (study the whole book and say they've not studied anything) so yeah, I'm screwed. I've been working on that lab report and I'm very afraid of sending it in to Turn It In! Just so you know, it's an anti-plagiarism website thing that inspects your every part of your assignment to make sure it's yours. Heh. I despise lab reports. Bleh.

Anyhow, I blog hopped and haha, I stumbled on a tag and I'm gonna do it because I'm too lazy to walk downstairs to print my assignment and lecture notes. It's the procrastinator doing what she does best again.

I took out those that weren't so appealing to me so yeah! :) Here goes!

Firstly describe the current you in 5 words:
1. Awesome as can be.
2. Procrastinator.
3. Stressed.
4. Sporadic.
5. Super lazyy!

Five things you love about life:
1. Knowing that God cares and loves me no matter what happens.
2. Having incredibly great friends to accompany through this journey!
3. Clothes are never enough hence I'll need to keep on shopping ;)
4. Time passes faster when you're stressing out for finals.
5. Food is a necessity to keep on living.

5 Famous people you’d love to meet:
1. Sigmund Freud. (For the love of Psych, he's a sexist, pfft!)
2. Orlando Bloom. (I've been dreaming of this ever since....forever?)
3. Josh Schwartz. (Yay gateway to the OC & GG)
4. Josh Duhamel :D HAHAHA!
5. Paul Walker (He can teach me to drive in style & absolute hotness.)

5 Movies you love:
1. LOTR - yea it's awesome alright.
2. Save The Last Dance - Beautiful!
3. Step up 1 & 2.
4. Just Like Heaven.
5. Enchanted.

5 professions you’d love to have:
1. Interior Designer! OMG.
2. Event (Preferably weddings) Planner.
3. HR Manager.
4. PR Manager.
5. Baby-sitter, hahaha.

5 Favourite stuff:
1. Handphone, haha.
2. All my accessories!
3. Eyeliner.
4. Computer. Geek much? 8)
5. Bonita. Hehehehe.

5 things you dislike:
1. Vibrating chairs (legs) (People who shake legs la..).
2. Unkempt hair.
3. The internet connection being sucky.
4. Traffic Jams.
5. Studying.

5 favourite places:
1. Starbucks! Oh yeahh.
2. Singapore? :)
3. Homee.
4. Stationery shops
5. In the car. Haha.

5 women/men you are currently liking:
1. Azalea Joy.
2. Lydia Pathmanathan.
3. Mohannn.
4. Jan Wong.
5. Arthur!

5 Things you wanna improve more about yourself:
1. More Christ-centered.
2. More nerd-like.
3. Be wiser, hohoho.
4. Stop procrastinating.
5. Public confidence! - Just as Lauranne said! :)

5 Things you would take to a deserted Island:
1. A truckload of food & drinks!
2. My bed.
3. Computer?
4. A satelite dish - Connecting me to the world.
5. All my friends! Let's assume friends are things..

5 Places you wanna visit:
1. NYC baby!!
2. The OC: California? ;)
3. Bali
4. Europe
5. There's another but I forgot the name :(

5 Things you really want:
1. Good grades.
2. A getaway!
3. SE C902
4. Unlimited supply of Starbucks. Pleaseandthankyou!
5. Graphics card. Haha. Sucha geek!

5 Songs that made you cry the most:
1. The All American Rejects - Move Along.
2. A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover.
3. Stacie Oricco - I'm Not Missing You.
4. Kelly Clarkson - Because of You.
5. Annie Lennox - Walking on Broken Glass.

5 People you love the most:
1. God.
2. Family.
3. Friends :)

5 Impossible dreams:
1. To ace every exam that comes across my path.
2. To freeze time and make it last forever.

5 Dreams in the future:
1. Be a successful career woman.
2. Get married at 25.
3. Live a happy & contented life with the husband. :)
4. Have three beautifully born kids! Hee!
5. To look back at today and say that I've not regretted anything thus far in life.

victimized.

2008-11-28T01:44:00.008+08:00

Don't try this at home or anywhere: Procrastinate.

See what happens to a girl who procrastinated;

I am SO stressed!!

I need more journals.

I need more articles.

I need more.. more..

I need more time.

Yep, I think I need more time.

That's all.

Anyone has a ProQuest account?

Anyone at all? :(

*sigh*

Finals are in 2 weeks and I've not revised a teeny tiny bit at all. Lab report is due in a week's time and I'm struggling with the introduction. Pfft. Good job, Sarah. You've done well in screwing up your first sem. Bah! And I just remembered I've to go for the bonus mark counselling nonsense, omg! Urgh.

Does "Out of sight, out of mind" apply now? :(

either one.

2008-11-27T08:41:00.004+08:00

"Out of sight, out of mind" OR "Absence makes the heart grow fonder"

At lunch one day, this topic came up and I took my stand on absence makes the heart grow fonder instead of the other. Then again, it really really depends on the situation :) Well anyhow, from a complete personal outlook;

Out of sight, out of mind: It's more of ignoring the circumstances at the present moment and moving on with everything that's left. Completely getting rid (Unable to face the reality?) of the things at hand and wishing upon one's lucky star that it'll go away (vanish and go "poof"?) and things will get better in time. Or maybe it's more of "I can't be bothered anyway." I could go on and on but a simple phrase to sum it up - Ignorance is bliss. I guess in one point or another in our lives, we all face it whether we like it or not. Then again, ignorance can only bring us so far.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder: How about clinging on to the present, hoping for things to keep turning out for the better? I guess it's almost the perfect fit. While the other wants to get rid of the present, this wants to hold on to the present and not wanting to let go. A phrase to sum this up? - Perhaps it's being happy (contented?) with the now and not wanting it to fade away at all. Uh huh, that's prolly it.

This all is completely random thoughts just penned down but yeah, it just struck me. So what's your stand?

Out of sight, out of mind?

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

It's actually pretty interesting if you'd ask me. Do let me know! :)

scooter boy.

2008-11-27T00:01:00.009+08:00

Blessed Twentieth Hatchday, Josh!

I hope you'd have a great birthday

over there in Atlanta!

Thanks for listening and

understanding all my nonsense.

You've indeed been an amazing blessing

and of course, a great friend!

Your big dreams tend to overwhelm me

but having known you for so many years,

I'm sure you're more than able

to achieve it sooner or later, hee.

I'm proud of who you are

and continue pursuing your dreams!

Go be a dream catcher :)

Have a blast and see you soon in December!

Happy Birthday, once again. :)

Hear me out: Keeps Gettin' Better by Christina Aguilera.

as expected.

2008-11-25T14:53:00.023+08:00

Or so I think!

After Sandra leaving a sentence in my cbox about someone's death in GG, it got me rather curious. At dinner, I talked to my cousin about it and since we're both crazy (maybe I'm the only crazy one) OC fans, we came to a conclusion that it might just be ____'s death cause of certain reasons;

Josh Schwartz - Director of both the OC and GG. Hence, similarities. Heh heh heh!
With the flow of the storyline, it can only be ____ dying and no one else.
Who else better to die anyway? Lalala.

I'd list more down but nah, hehehe. Go figure!

Anyhow, as of today two people turn a year older! *grin*

Blessed Nineteeth Hatchday, Raychel Who!

The opaque one, no? Haha, I love you :D

We go wayyy back huh?

You've been awesome throughout!

All our lovely memories in AIM, hee!

Thanks for being so adorable, entertaining

and most importantly, for being you :)

Have a great nineteenth, love!

Don't reject my kisses okay!

Happy Twentieth Birthday, Wei Xiong!

You whacko kid, haha.

Well that's not what WX is only made out of!

When he's serious, mann is he really serious.

You've been a great encourager

as well as a superb friend! :)

Anyways, you've grown so much

and I'm proud of you! Hehe.

Continue making coffee

and snapping pretty shots!

Here's to you turning a year older

and closer to becoming a vet! :)

Enjoy your day, Xiong!

Hear me out: I Kissed A Girl by Kate Perry.

fei poh.

2008-11-24T22:28:00.005+08:00

The title suggests it all.

I'm turning into one as time passes.

If I don't put an end to it,

I might be able to gobble down 7 pcs of chicken,

and want more, like before.

*shrug*

Urgh, pfft.

I am depressed.

No, I'm not anorexic.

My genius dieting plan starts tomorrow.

For real.

touch down.

2008-11-23T20:52:00.017+08:00

Just shoot! Cause I know you so wanna shoot ;)

Got it off Sara's blog and thought it was rather entertaining.

Anyhow you can either choose to shoot her or me!
Release all that stress now, will ya? Haha.

Have fun shooting me!

And so you know, shooting me a hundred times won't make me go away. Hah! I quote Sara, "It's not thaaat easy getting rid of me." ;)

Hohoho by Friday, the Mohan is gonna touch down in Malaysia! Yay after some months of being empty, I am now erm, full? Hehe. But awesome la, can't wait! Lyds and Azy, your turn soon! Hee :D

And to complete it (us), Josh and Xiong will be back too! Coincidentally, the last two to turn twenty! ;) Soonish huh? Hehe. Reunion babes, reunion and sleepovers! Ahaks! :D

Ah how I love the end of the year and of course, my crazy-filled friends :) Without them, my Christmas holidays just aren't complete. Seriously! YAY.

Oh and go to Sandra's blog to experience the Chuck Bass. Haha alright fine fine, not experience but to watch the youtube vid on him and trust me, you'll fall even harder for him! The accent and the look, heheheh! 8)

Btw, I've been pigging out so much that it's not funny anymore. I've been eating either McFlurry Oreo or Baskins almost everyday! Can you beat that? *sigh* Omg la, seriously. It'll be an absolute shocker if I don't gain at least A kilogramme this week. And even better, my mom just bought me a whole quart of Baskins (for myself) - Chocoloate Chip Cookie Dough & Very Berry Strawberry! Wahaha it's so awesome that I can't resist it. See what I mean?

From today or tomorrow, Imma' fast on food and try or attempt to jog everyday. Now that 'tomorrow' is already procrastinating but hey, it's been raining almost every evening! Can't blame me, can you? Rawrr, fat fat fat. My worst nightmare might just come to pass. Noooo! *shudder*

Okay, byee!

that corner.

2008-11-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

It's that time

when I want to hide

in that little corner,

once again.

But this time is different.

You're here and that

makes all the difference.

caffein-ated.

2008-11-21T21:35:00.026+08:00

I'm most probably the happiest girl right now because right next to me, stands my cup of Starbucks - just the way I like it! Hot coffee on a seemingly rainy day, simply perfect.

It's love.

So satisfying.

Apart from that, I received a little cute cupcake all the way from NYC alright. Thanks Rachel! Hehe, it's so funny how I asked the girls (Alexa & Sara) what it was and they were clueless as well. But Alexa said, "I dunno la. I touched it the other day and it's softer ady!"Hahaha. I was rather curious because if it was a real one (which I doubt else it would have been spoilt after the long journey back, hehe) I didn't want it to melt or something hence I opened it and it was..

"Naughty but nice."

Lip gloss! Hehe babe, how did yours get softer anyway? Hahaha :D

I just caught the latest episode of GG and I'm actually kinda liking the flow of the story but some parts are definitely getting on my nerves. Well I'm gonna rant about the previous eps as well so please bear with me, hehe. Now now where do I start?

First off, no offence, girls (No stereotypes!) but seriously, Serena is the perfect example of all the stupid girls ever - She's so into Aaron despite him being sucha jerk. Then again, sometimes girls are just girls and we can't help it, no? But hello, he likes/enjoys dating more than one girl at a time! Who wants to share a boyfriend? This is intolerable okay. At least he's a one woman man right now, hah! His wall is freakishly filled with photos of Serena and it's so eeky-fying. He's so sloppy and is a downright weirdo. He looks like a druggy and his face really makes me wanna puke my insides out. And time and time again, Serena keeps falling at his feet, pfft. I find their love story so disgusting. Spare me please.

Her outfit is so ugly okay.

The skirt is extremely short and it makes her look rather heavy on top.

She looks like some Christmas ornament o.O

Pfft.

He needs a total make-over.

Chuck, haha. I love Chuck. His acting skills surpasses anyone else in this series alright. He plays his role so well and I can't find anything to hate about him. The recent episode just makes me love him all the more, haha. Not to mention, he's got some fashion sense there. I loiike.

Lily and Rufus simply belong together. Just ditch it all and get together for goodness sake. Well, I'm all out for this couple! Love them, hee. Btw, Matthew Settle's (Rufus) real wife looks somewhat like Lily! Heh heh heh ;)

Daddy-to-be!

Settle and his wife, Naama Nativ.

Agree, no?

Dan and Vanessa just annoys me to death. They're both stuck in their whole pity-me-world. Urgh, annoyance. Dan is really ugly btw. Haha. But yeah, I'm sick of Dan and Vanessa. Vanessa is so stupid, omg. "Everyone's so mean to me, boohoo. Pity me. I want Nate." In short, they're really pathetic. Very.

Welcome to my pity party, yay!

Jenny is, well, I don't know. Now the whole drama isn't focused on her anymore. The recent ep where she's finally clean from the exaggerated eye make-up makes her look all sickly and ugly. Yeah I know I mentioned before about how I liked her 'new look' in that one ep but it got worst by the eps and now she looks so haggard. Yucks. I realized something about her posture, her head sticks out like a turtle's head and I dislike the way she walks. It is as though her head is being pulled by a string and the body follows after.

Lalala, Nate is hot. Haha, I actually like how he has been in the recent episodes. Nothing to complain about there I guess :) I'm bias? Haha, nah but at least he isn't much of an idiot unlike Dan. When his dad's nonsense was settled I couldn't stop telling myself, "Ah, finally. Enough of that family drama already." :) Though it was quite sad to see his dad taken away and my my, his mom cried a bucket full!

I'm liking Cyrus, HAHA. He's so cute! *giggles* He's short and stubby, heh. Except for the fact that his face kinda reminds me of Smeagol/Gollum. "Now, where's my hug? Not enough! One more.." Hahaha. However it's a little disturbing (okay, not a little but a lot!) to see how Eleanor reacts towards Cyrus especially in the pie scene. Ahaks! Poor Blair.

He's so short..

Oh have I mentioned that I love Blair's green dress? The one she wore during thanksgiving? Yeah I love it! :) Speaking of thanksgiving, I found it quite dumb how she met Jenny and started comparing their sob stories. And at times, Blair's such a kiddo, a spoilt one. Nevertheless, I'm still liking her green dress! :D Side-tracking a little, even if there's no obvious mentions about Chuck and Blair, I'm still rooting for the two! And another funny spot would be how Dorotha was dressed on thanksgiving - the real Santa Rina ;) A penguin-like Santa Rina? That should be it!

All eyes on her dress, please :D Hee!

Lovin' the back especially.

Sob story galore!

Bart Bass is such an investigator who's getting a little too scary. It's good Lily left him on thanksgiving for Rufus. See, they always end up together just like the last thanksgiving they had :)

I'd opt for a husband who cooks. Anytime! :D

That was rather long huh? I think that's enough for now. I am supposed to be studying instead of ranting all about GG, haha! Alright off to the books now. Goodnight all.

//edit: The 12th episode of Gossip Girl will only be aired on the 1st of December (2nd for us Malaysians). Great, no new ep of GG to look forward to next week. Pfft. However, ep 12 surely does look interesting! A teaser for you folks! ;)

Chair anyone?

Heyheyhey, Rufus & Lily!

p/s: I spoilt it for myself too but pictures can be deceiving hey. *sigh* December 2nd is a long wait alright!

the fifth surprise.

2008-11-18T22:34:00.010+08:00

A Happy 19th Birthday Alexaaaa!

And please get well soon ;)

When pretty turns ugly-

As shown above.

If you did go out for dinner, hope you had fun ;)

And I definitely had fun with you today!

You've been an amazing girlfriend in college;

Always the one with the hype and fun

that just follows you around everywhere.

An awesome encourager and a great friend

to endure all things with :)

Hehe, and also a person to keep me in my right mind too!

Love you muchs girl.

Hope you had a blast!

Despite the heavy rain and the massive traffic jam in the evening, I still had heaps of fun throughout! But I'm pretty much broke right now, heh. It'll be cup noodles and staying at home from now onwards. Or so I hope ;) Hee.

Hee, coke stealer! ;)

The fifth surprise? Well apart from the pretty bouquet of roses, four heart-melting and too sweet to handle cards, I received another surprise from him! Hohoho, it's something that I've been wanting to get and heyheyhey, I got it now! Hah! Okay apart from the surprises, my dad got me the hairband I wanted from Aldo (I love Aldo!) and yeah, it's really beautiful and I love it. Love it love it love it. Anyway that's all the updates for now! I'm really trying to squeeze all that knowledge into my brains as they have obviously malfuntioned, pfft. Studying is uber tiring and it really drains me out.

Focus on the hairband please.

It's a bad bad picture of me =\

the magic.

2008-11-16T05:10:00.007+08:00

I've lost the magic to blog.

Hear me out: If I Were A Boy by Beyonce Knowles.

just stop.

2008-11-15T02:31:00.015+08:00

Stop and take time;

Your time,

to notice things

and make those things matter.

everything.

2008-11-10T18:08:00.033+08:00

Now that I've opened all

the envelopes, I wished

I hadn't because there's

none left to open. I

love opening and reading

all of it again and again.

From the bottom of my

heart, I thank you for

everything. :)

Everything.

cosa nostra.

2008-11-08T10:32:00.010+08:00

It was the ADP Annual Ball last night at Impiana KLCC and personally, I didn't think it was all too awesome. However, being with the company was good - just like the good ol' days. Pretty nostalgic though. It kinda was our 'last dinner' together before everyone leaves in Feb, sigh. Anyway, everyone looked gorgeous and yes yes, pretty dresses were spotted! There's nothing to shout about the food but I kinda liked the interior bits though it could have been much much better. And by the way, I still can't get over the whole strip show by Neoh. Haha! Well, enough of me now and enjoy the snap shots! After all, pictures are what everyone looks forward too, huh? So here goes;

And you made all the difference!

Love them girlfriends.

But we're missing Rachel.

Awesome possum.

My assignment mate since like forever!

In a good way, of course :)

Mich! :)

Stephy!

Walrus, was it? Haha ;)

The cracko.

We go silly together :)

Sara & Sarah.

Us, princesses :)

Ain't complete without a portrait shot of us and the dress!

Syok sendiri moment..

I absolutely love my dress, haha.

Spanish dancer? ;)

Dee!

I loiike! ;)

Girlies :)

With Kim!

Oh yeah, camwhoring's our thang.

'Now let's do a Cleopatra pose!'

Hohoho!

Hee!

'Arabian nighhhhhht..'

Go Lynn! :D

Strike a pose ya'll!

Prom queens of the night.

Three piece band.

Bus Company. Awesome.

When Jan and Jovy meets for the 2nd time.

Sucha classic shot!

Hehehe.

Lovelove.

Kat and her beautiful dress :)

Ladies.

Bridget and her oh-so-funky hairdo :)

Loves!

Jovy & Stasia :)

♥

And that concluded the night of the ADP Annual Ball! Btw, these friends in ADP totally made my life there an amazing roller-coaster ride. We had so much fun every time, hee ;) Without them, life in ADP would be downright boring. Boring, I say! Am more than thankful, and absolutely loving them muchs :)

Some random bits - I stepped into Starbucks and it was so Christmas-y! The cup and sleeves were all in red and totally in season. Pretty tumblers, bears and mugs totally caught my attention, hehe! Well I'm definitely looking forward to Christmas. Can't wait! Also, everyone would be back by then, hee! Oh the joy :)

Absolovely drink-alicious!

it's a blast.

2008-11-06T23:46:00.007+08:00

Just four words; I had a blast!

And, thanks again to everyone for the wishes :)

Very very much appreciated!

Hehehe. I am now nineteen, my last year of teenage-hood. So old already, omg. Haha. And I can still remember my 10th birthday so clearly - Pinning the donkey's tail and whatnot. Time really does fly! The next thing I know, I'm hitting 21, hohoho. Anyhoo, that's not the issue right now, hee!

♥

I'm more than blessed!

From him :)

Pretty pretty.

I really had a blast today. Totally enjoyed myself, it was really good. Good stuff, alright. Hmm, hehe. Well I spent the whole day with Jan, except the morning 'cos I couldn't wake up, hee. Btw, can you spot something in the pic? Hehehe. *drum roll* Yay, Starbucks vouchers! :D Hahaha, omg it's SO good okay. Hehehe. I mean, seriously. Starbucks vouchers, coffee, oh such goodness, hohoho. Whee! And the roses are so pretty, right? Hee, and don't bother wondering what's in the envelopes 'cos I don't even know, heh. :) Surprise, surprise!

We had dinner in Tony Roma's and totally stuffed ourselves, haha. The Chocolate Avalanche there totally trashes Friday's desserts and Chilli's Molten Cake anytime. Hohoho, yummy-licious alright. Oh oh, I've got Legolas in my blood, haha. Tried archery for the very first time and hey, I'm not all that bad okay! Hehehe. Of course Jan pretty much trashed me but oh well, I'm not bad for a first timer, hehe. Ah not to forget, our impromptu game of bowling. Hehehe, super fun.

Legolas, anyone? Hehe.

He's so much better compared to me!

Just before his strike ;)

I could seriously go on and on but I'm really tired plus I've got an 8 o'clock class tomorrow morning. So, this is the best I could do to sum up everything that happened today. The most important thing you should know after reading this post is, I had a blast! Haha, yeah.

Well I'm gonna hit the sack right now :)

So, goodnight everyone!

greetings, comrade.

2008-11-04T23:34:00.012+08:00

A little too familiar?

Hohoho, as of yesterday, I got a hold of Red Alert 3! It's joy, joy and joy! Hee. I'm telling you, it's uber fun alright! Wahaha, super canggih-fied. But as I've mentioned earlier, I have to play with low resolutions 'cos it'll really lag when I switch it to the ultra high resolutions. Boo! Anyone wants to sponsor me a new graphics card? Hehehe.

Anyhoo, November is a month full of birthdays so here's a post filled with some shout outs!

On the 3rd of November..

Blessed Birthday, Pastor Steven!

You've been so much more,

than a constant blessing and an encourager!

And I am sure that everyone else can testify to that as well.

Thanks so much for guiding, advicing and teaching me throughout the years.

Hope you had a great hatchday and,

may God continue to use and bless you as time passes :)

On the 4th of November..

Happy Nineteenth, Sara!

Hope you had a great one, huns!

The crazy-ness you brought into my life

as well as how you much you've blessed me,

totally brightens things up all the more!

All our little talks have been great,

and has definitely helped me so SO much!

You know what I mean, riiight? :D

No words can express how grateful I am for you :)

Love you heaps, girl.

Surely am gonna miss you next year.

Happy Happy Birthday, A-tuu!

Our first picture together!

Until today, we still haven't gone to Tony Roma's yet!

Hee but I'm sure we will.. one day?

I really miss those days back in HMC,

having the kuey teow in BZ cafe.

It's only been a year

but it seems like I've known you for like..

forever!

You're superbly down-to-earth,

Knocking all that sense into me head, hehe.

I'm just so thankful to have known you, A-tuuu! :)

Catch up sooooon!

On the 5th of November..

Happy Happy 21st, Emmy!

I have no idea why I have this pic, haha.

Pretty funny though.

Anyhow, hope you have a blast tomorrow!

And my my, you're 21 already. Hehe.

Don't stress out too much on that "body-map" of yours.

Btw, we are yet to step foot in Sunway Lagoon -

Our plans have been delayed for 2 years now.

Haha.

On the 6th of November..

Blessed Birthday, Tabby Love!

You're all the way in America!

I miss you tonnes!

Though I won't be able to see you soonish,

but my love goes all out to you!

Do have a great one over there okay?

Thank you so much for everythinnng!

Definitely missing your hugs and kisses ;)

Hee!

Blessed birthday once again!

I love youuuu. ♥

just because.

2008-11-02T20:41:00.006+08:00

I got tagged by Chloe! On a random note, I used to call another Chloe, Cloy. Hee! Thought it was pretty cool, hah. Alright, here goes the tagism.

1. Would you marry for money?

Nuh-uh. I'd stick to a philisophy that if we (my husband & I) don't have money, we could work at it together and get all the moneh we need :) Can't get married/live with a dude if I don't love him. It'll be pure torture, big time.

2. Have you had braces?

Yeah, a long time ago. Back when I was 12.

3. Could you live without a computer?

I tried and I can't. Pfft.

4. If you could live in a different decade, which would it be?

Hmm, now seems pretty good. I'd stay.

5. Do you drink enough water?

Nope, hee. That's why I end up having horrible ulcers.

6. Do you wear the shoes in the house or take em off?

I take em off. I tried once, and it was weird.

7. What are you favorite fruits?

How about I say what I don't like - plums, papaya. There's a few more but I can't recall.

8. What is your favorite place to visit?

Beaches, Singapore, highlands. Hmm...

9. Are you photogenic?

A little.

10. Do you dream in color or black and white?

My dreams are super canggih-fied. It's always in color but when it focuses on a scene, it becomes black and white ;)

11. Why do you take surveys?

For incentives.

12. Do you drink alcohol?

Sometimes.

13. What is the most beautiful language?

Heh I don't know.

14. Do you like being kissed when you're alseep?

Hey that's like stealing kisses, mister! Haha, I'm fine by it. Well it really depends who the kisser is though.

15. What do you like most : Sunrise or sunset?

If with a loved one, both would be equally beautiful. :)

16. Do you want to live until you're 100 years old?

If I'm married, I'll only live till 100 if my husband does the same. Else it'll be very lonesome, haha.

17. Is a flat stomach important to you?

Very much so, lalala.

18. What body part of the opposite sex is the sexiest?

Hmm, haha the posture? I like shoulders and arms. Above all, no man-boobs and please, nice fingers & finger nails. Yeah, fingers & finger nails play a very very important role. Heh heh heh.

19. When watching scary movies, are the lights on or off?

Switched off.

20. Do you believe in magic?

Black magic? Haha it depends.

21. Do you believe in ghosts?

Spirits, yeah.

22. Do you like to watch cartoons?

To a certain extend, yeah definitely. Madagascar 2 anyone? ;) Happy Feet!

23. At what age did you find out Santa Claus isn't real?

I never believed he existed at all.

24. Do you write poems?

I intend to but I fail miserably.

25. Do you snore?

No, but I think I did once. Haha, it was really just one snort.

26. You sleep more on your back, front or sides?

Back. :) I believe I've got a weird pose when I sleep. Hee.

27. Would you have a poodle or a rottweiler?

Toy poodle, please.

28. Are you basically a happy person?

I'd think so.

29. Are you tired?

Yeah, definitely.

30. Did you drink anything with caffeine?

Not recently :(

31. How do you take your coffee?

I like it hot, thankyouverymuch. During hot days, iced coffee :)

32. How many landlines/cellphones do you have in your house?

Landline - 1

Cellphone - 7

33. Do you get along with your parents?

Yeah I guess so.

34. Do you smoke?

Thankfully not :)

35. Do you have a kitty?

I did, but he died. There's another one though!

36. Have you ever had a birthday party?

Yeah! :)

37. What do you do when you're sad?

I get all emo-fied, eat like a swine, try to sleep things off, and prolly cry my heart out.

38. What do you need most now?

My girlfriends from the States & Ozzieland.

39. What song are you listening to now?

Kenangan Terindah by Samsons.

40. What are you craving right now?

Ice-cream! Very Berry Strawberry :D

I'm tagging - Rachel, Alexa, Jasmine and hmm, Claryn?

half indian.

2008-11-01T22:52:00.011+08:00

I partially am a Punjabi :) Add a 'Kaur' to my name, ya'll.

Unlike many people, I grew exceptionally close to my baby-sitter ever since young. I mean whaddya' expect? I was with them since I was about a year old until I was seven. All my infant years and part of my childhood years were with them. My baby-sitter is like my second mom. Her family is my family. I grew to love them more and more each day. Right up till today, my love for them still stands strong. Through time, our thick and thin, we still end up together, just like a family.

She's my lovely baby-sitter!

Love her to bits! ♥

I do make an effort to see them whenever I am able to. But seeing them often ends up about once or twice each year. Rather heart-breaking but I thank God that I was able to make it more frequent this time around. Taking a glance at the past, it's almost 18 years since I first met them and somehow, nothing ever separates us right up till today. When I'm with them, I feel like a little girl all over again. I feel so loved and appreciated. It's like I'm one of the best things that has ever happened to them. 'Cos they definitely are one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Ever.

"Let's take with the flower!"

Hee :)

Almost the (my) whole family :)

Speaking of which, I just came back from a Deepavali dinner with them! It was good, it was really good. It was just so good to see all of them, just like the good ol' days. The tight bear hugs and kisses, we're sucha family. Though I didn't manage to meet up with all of them, it was still good enough. Jan & his sis got a little bored but I'm still thankful they accompanied me :) Thus ended a good night.

I definitely am more than thankful to God for making me a part of such an awesome family :) Well, I'm off for the night, so goodnight everyone!

his kryptonite.

2008-10-29T18:18:00.015+08:00

"Look, I'd rather wait.

Maybe in the future."

-Chuck Bass.

Spoilers?

I loved the recent episode.

I just caught the latest episode of Gossip Girl and I loved it. But I totally love little J's new look. Abit messy here and there, but I loiike it muchs. Also, a new cast that caught my attention - Willa Holland (Kaitlin from The OC). She definitely spices things up a little bit more. The recent eps after ep 06 has been good come-backs. But ep 08 left me all emo-fied alright. Dan is getting too boring. And so is Vanessa. Cut me some slack. Pfft.

Willa Holland as Agnes.

Agnes.. Agnes.. Why Agnes?

Loving the hats!

Nate and Jenny - Just smack them please. It's very wrong. I mean considering the age gap and I don't know right, it's just a tad bit weird all over. It surely seems like incest, kinda. In this ep, I agree that little J is hot ;) Minus the pink frills, and the other dress would be gorgeous. Nate definitely looks uber charming when he came to J's rescue ;)

"Because he is so all over you."

So wrong, right? Haha.

Chuck and Blair - 'Quit playing games with my heart.' But finally all is laid out on the table, hee. But it's so emo and Chuck is actually down right serious about it all. Impressive much. Love this couple but sadly, it ain't happening. He says maybe in the future huh? If that were so, I'd love to fast forward to the future, Chuck. Well, let's not forget some excruciating pleasure, B. At least now we all know that Chuck loves the neck, his kryptonite remember? Hah! Info overload, thankyouverymuch.

Dan and Serena - Guess they're not going on with it anymore. New guy in the 'hood. Aaron, anyone? Not me definitely. Surely is some random sloppy artist.

Drifting away from GG, I think I've found a part-time job for me! Salary sounds good and job seems good as well. Got a job offer to be a Child Therapist. Basically handling kiddos with Autism - will be teaching them language skills, how to play with toys and to communicate with others!

Definitely something that goes hand-in-hand with my course right now. Though it really depends on the families that want to hire me. I am still thinking about it as to when should I start but for now, I'd rather not. Perhaps some time soon? The job seems manageable as it is flexible and works around my schedules.

Sounds like a plan :)

tesla coil anyone?

2008-10-28T20:13:00.015+08:00

Because today marks the arrival of something too good to be missed.

This is where the geek & the guy in me is unleashed;

Yea baby,

RED ALERT 3 IS HERE!

Yeah you heard me right, it's HERE!

Here, here and right here in Malaysia!

YAY!

My eyes have been locked on previews and trailers;

It's awesome. Plain awesome, dudes.

I can't wait to get my hands on a copy!

Ahhhh!

*goes crazy and jumps around*

The only downside -

To play with a low resolution, tak syok laaaa.

My PC isn't canggih-fied enough to handle RA3.

Any sponsors?

Recruiting, now.

My fingers are itching already..

soundtrack love.

2008-10-27T21:05:00.007+08:00

Working on that pink.

My whole body cramped for a bit. I was laughing btw.

The dude really wanted to stab me;

He pulled me away,

Took a position,

Stabbed me,

And left me..

I know I self-proclaimed a holiday but I realized today that I've got some assignments still pending! Yeah I'm working on 'em right now. Other than that, it's all tolerable, hee.

I just downloaded The OC's OST and am totally lovin' it. Now what do I say? The OC is none other than love alright. Though it's very emo-fying but I'm liking it muchos. Hmm.

I'm off for the night to work on some assignments. Goodnight all!

sunset captured.

2008-10-26T22:16:00.024+08:00

Yesterday, we had an LG outing to Cineleisure to catch a movie - Tropic Thunder, which was pretty much a waste of RM10 btw. I actually had heaps of fun but it left me rather tired out. How can I forget? - At The Curve yesterday, there were people dressed up as various characters from some movies and they did a pretty good job at impersonating their characters! They got many girls and kiddos all frightened out too. I had the liberty to get some shots with them, hee.

The girls!

Yo, che-check out muh riffle alright.

Remember, remember the 5th of November?

Just like last year, I attended DUMC's LOUD! Concert once again. It was definitely bigger and better than last year I suppose. I almost stood a chance to win a t-shirt but I didn't, boo! The whole ordeal of it left me embarrassed though. Trust me, it was embarrassing. At least I'm famous now, HAHA. Anyhow, Ian accompanied me there cause Jan isn't well so yeah, sick boy needs to rest at home :) Sara danced, so all the more a reason to go, ain't it?

Sarah & Sara.

How sinful that Zara had their warehouse sale some few factory lots away. Along with Zara, there was Massimo Dutti as well as Pull And Bear. There were not many to choose from cause it was the second last day but nah, don't regret not going for it. The pretty stuff were still quite pricey but yeah, it's just alright. I couldn't find anything for myself.

Oh, and a total sinful temptation that Ian and I fell into - The MPH warehouse sale, also some factory lots down the same road. Too bad we arrived too late cause they were closing at 7 while we reached at 7. Yes it made us scurry through even more efficiently. We managed to grab some books for ourselves! Alright, I lied. I managed to grab some (like, three?) books for myself while Ian grabbed only one book, hee.

I went a little over my head when I spotted Kathleen Tessaro, Cecelia Ahern and Jodi Picoult's books. Though I got a little edgy when I saw the book, 'Thanks For The Memories' at only RM20 when I bought it for RM38 early this month. Moving on, I bought all three books! Woohaa! Imma' happy girl, aight. Leave me alone. Well, three books for only RM50! Can you beat that? The sale is gonna be there till tomorrow so go grab 'em before it's gone. They've got truckloads of books in there alright! Ian and myself only managed to conquer a quarter of that place. Tomorrow's a date! Hopefully, hehe. ;)

Just as the post title suggests, Ian and I caught a beautiful sunset while walking back to the DUMC's Dream Centre. Too pretty that we just had to snap photos of it. We tried to snap shots of ourselves with the scenic view but we kinda failed, so bear with us.

So unlike Malaysia, huh?

I felt like I was in Ozzie for bit.

Capture the sunset!

Let me just share an acronym with all you readers;

SALE!

Suddenly All's Less Expensive!

Hahahahaha ;)

Now that surely gives birth to more insight to shopping huh?

Hohoho!

And hey peepos, it's Diwali tomorrow. Have fun celebrating it and bring all that ladu back for me. Ladu is loveee. *grin* Uh-huh, I've got a sweet tooth in here.

their mark.

2008-10-25T10:49:00.016+08:00

Guess what?

An article all about Shirts 4 Real is published in the local New Straits Times newspaper (Business Section) today! Go check 'em out alright? I do find it uber cool, hehe. Show all that support and get a copy of your own at a news stand nearby! They are totally making a mark in the business world. It's up, up and up all the way for them!

Jan & Brian.

You could check it out online too! *click* Albeit easy to access, a physical copy is always better, hee! ;)

Today happens to be another birthday -

Blessed Twentieth, Claryn!

We've come a long way

from where we were; mere little kiddos.

You've grown so much and definitely

too engrossed in your assignments, hehe.

Don't be so tied up and let's go out!

Your crazy-ness exceeds anything.

Well, that certainly does not include your lameness.

Because if it did, I'd have no words to describe it anymore.

Haha, love you girl :)

Have a great hatchday!

my discovery.

2008-10-24T20:52:00.009+08:00

I finally discovered what I've always wanted to do with Photoshop! Such an awesome creation indeed.

*Points up*

This, tadaaa! :)

I've been editting pictures ever since! It's so fun, seriously. Nyehehe. Yes as you can see, I am very free right now. Do imagine my relief after submitting 4 (Or was it 5?) assignments in. It's just so fulfilling. Trust me on that, will ya? It's some self-proclaimed holidays until next week I think, or maybe the week after? Hah, we'll see how things go! ;)

p/s: Thanks Jojiiii! :D

a breather.

2008-10-23T21:58:00.008+08:00

I am finally able to catch a breather. The agony of rushing for due dates and such is almost over. It will be, once I submit all in tomorrow morning! I am yet to print out all my assignments though. Skipping class tomorrow morning is nothing more than a must.

I got through two midterm papers this week and both were pretty alright I guess. Went to try out my dress for the ADP ball as well. It was a gorgeous sight - the dress of course. And I attended the Calvary Church 40th Anniversary Dinner last night at the Sunway Convention Centre. The food was better than what I expected though I left for home with a hungry stomach after. I must say, with everyone dressing up with almost formal clothes, everyone looked good! It is indeed a sight to behold of Calvary Youth, hehe.

I didn't get many shots last night though I do have a few :) And here they are;

We match! :)

Darren!

It's a first that he wasn't so vain about the pic. I was, hehehe.

With Chris.

The two who skipped MC100 with a valid reason ;)

Of polka dots and stripes ♥

It's love.

edit//

I must add that the night ended well. Very well indeed, hee! And by the way, I've just printed all my assignments, yay! That simply means that I'm doneeeee. Wheeee! Oh I love the smell of weekends. Simply awesome, hehehe. Awesome possum indeed.

p/s: Azy you should have been there! Missed you heaps!

deep red surprise.

2008-10-21T12:14:00.008+08:00

Blessed TWENTIETH birthday, Adrian!

Birthday boy with his gifts from a secret admirer ;)

A gorgeous red rose and a pack filled with candies!

Hehehe. Someone is really old. Like, really!

It's fun having you along with me in BPsych! Haha.

It's so funny how I was closer to your sis and now, I'm closer to you.

Haha. It's been fun and have a blast on your twentieth!

Yay, we're done with midterms huh? Hehe.

See you around in class tomorrow!

Happy birthday once again, you.

Sorry no roses and a red little packet for you, HAHA.

and..

Happy Happy 22nd Hatchday Cherie!

Okay, we both look baaad, bad - some 2 years ago.

It's been ages since we last met up! I miss you already!

All the best for your exam this Thurs and we'll meet up soon yeah?

We need to go for our usual shopping trips, hee!

Hope all is well with you and do take care okay.

Lalala, see you soonish!

Much loveeeee.